My World....

19/11/10

2010-11-19T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hey its been a long time since i last posted. Wasnt free n too lazy la hahas. :P

And...ytr was my Birthday!!! :D hahas. Thanks to all for their birthday wishes n presents!! I love n will cherish them. :) Celebrated birthday with family on the sunday at Omni Theatres' Sakura Buffet restaurant. It was great. Thanks dad for it. :) Ytr at band, the whole band sang me a birthday song! Hahas it was kinda scary, but it was still nice. :D Thanks NHSB members!!! This must have been my best birthday ever these 14 years! 1st, the band sang for me. 2nd, I received the most birthday wishes, cards n presents this year!! Hahas. I will keep all these in a safe place n never forget them n the ppl who gave me them. :)

Oh n i shall not forget the treat my seniors gave me as a brithay present. ^^ Kina, Hilary, XiaoTong n me went JP n had pepper lunch for lunch. Haha. They treated me larhs. :) Thanks seniors! n Cheer Up Kina, if u happen to c this la. :) Its onli 1 performance, 2 more practices. u still can go for SYF n Bella Notte. ^^ U promise to coach me Kaze de ar. U must teach until i so good that i can go for SYF next year hor. :D

I cant list all of them out becoz too many ppl wished me on facebook tis year. Haha. Last year there was onli a few. Anyway birthdays comes once in a year onli. So i will be happy on every 18nov. (: Hahas. Yep i was realli happy ytr!!! Snow globe, teddy bear (idk wad), towel, CARDS!!! hahah. I had the best day of the year!! N it will come veri soon....364 days later..... :)

The Birthday Girl :)

The Last Day with 205'10/105'09

2010-10-28T17:34:00.005+08:00

Tears uncontrollably rolled down on many of us...Its diffficult to say goodbye....

28/10/10, we are separating....No longer little juniors that big brothers n sisters took care of...no longer in the same class, but we will never forget our wonderful memories with our class. :D

205 has been a realli wonderful class to me. We shared our laughter in the class, when some told lame jokes, or when frens share inside jokes. We shared pain, when we got scolded by our teachers, complaining that we are too noisy, or the classroom is too dirty. It was easy to get together, but difficult to part... Rmb our OC camp in sec 1? when everyone looked so nerdy and guai. Look at us now, we are SO different. :D The first few days in class, rmbed everyone reading their books quietly in class after they come back from recess, but now, we are always late for lessons. Our mid-autumns, both were sucessful. It was one of the times we were bonded. The inter-class games were also the times we displayed class bonding.

Reminiscing our times spent together, the feeling is both happy and sad...Happy becoz we spent our time together, sad is tat we r rmbering all these as we r about to part... The times we spent tgt might be more that those spent with our families, so we should treasure it. I know deep in all our 37 hearts, we are doing tat. :D

Jin Lin :'( (Individual dedications shall be posted at a later time. :))

16/10/10

2010-10-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

woah...its been a long time since i blogged...teacher's day...which is 2 months! actually...its quite ok leh...hahaas. EOY is over!!! haha!! and i have gone crazy!!! The worst days, the days u have to stay up late, the stress days!!!! OVER!!!! but its worst nw....the results...

Who agrees that getting back the results is worse than doing the paper?? Lols...i tink its like tat though...

Will i fail my english??? Omgomgomg....i dw to...who wans to?!?!?!?! lols...i dun mind getting kicked out of NH but i tink my dad and aunt minds...haha....die die le...Those who r scared they will fail their english...dun worry la...i dun tink ur would..

Anyways the last 2 days, ppl sleeping at home relaxing...yet i hav to go back for band..but actually i rather go back...can see my seniors!!! hahas...flute section excluding sec4s, beatrice and sherwin went orchard JUST to take neoprint..hahas. We search the plaxce until damn tired thn finally found..hahas--Cathay Cineleisure Orchard. Took twice and it was so damn rush and tiring. hahas...everyone was like freaked out. hahas...

Days after eoy is so damn sian...nth to do...no hw no tests... FREE but BORING! And somemore nw haven holidays...we gt 2 months of boring days...lucky i gt band...hehe.. We have our cultural potpourri and bella notte musicale. YAY. lols... nxt year thr's SYF which i dun tink i can get in. but nvm...at least i tried my best if i did not get in.

Anyways this week muz hav been so damn unlucky....hais...gt scolded twice on art eoy...bt jonathan and zhenyang worse than me...Tat was like a nightmare...the words that person said and the actions, all these, i still can rmb...its like etched in my mind, and nth like that was ever etched in my mind b4. although when we write compos, always say blahblahblah would be etched in my mind..LOL. sometimes, it just refreshes in my mind...and i feel like crying...hais...wonder wads happening...Todae, gt slap my that another damn person...hav u ever got slap so hard, just like in tv shows? nvr rite? i wonder hw many times hav i ever experienced that alr. am i realli like wad lifang say? cinderella....i gt slapped by my aunt, her son and her granddaughter....wads with my life???

hais wadever la....dunno duncare....school's gonna end..hais...205...we are gonna be separated after all the stuff we have gone through...the sweet and the bitter. the times we share our laughter in class and the everyday and moments we got scolded becoz of cleanliness..haha. It was joy....y cant we juz stay tgt for a whole 4 years. In priamry schl, u dun mind and dun care wich class u go to...but y isit that in sec schl, the concept changes...

Hais....i wish our relationship will remain as good...but it is no doubt that onli a a few ppl will go for class gatherings...haha...

Kay i go watch my show le byes...

The Teddy... with a sad life...:(

1/9/10

2010-09-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day!!! all the teachers in the world!!! Lols...thanks for having this day, so we could all have a holiday!!! ahahs!!! Lols im lame...

Anyways, ytr went back to South View. I miss u South View!! I miss u 6.11'08!!! reach like bout 1, taking Wan Han's grandfather car. Thanks for giving me a ride!!! :) Then we waited and waited for Mrs Lachman like 2 hours or 1...so tiring!! Mrs Lachman so comfortably eating in Artz Hub we wait outside for so long leh. we are like 1 whole gang like tat. hahas. 6.11 +6.11...boys +girls...alot ppl. hahas. all waiting for Mrs Lachman. Woah.. Then Ying Yin Sis say she saw a bunch of ppl besidde Artz Hub....lol its us. :P The boys got so sian and went to play soccer with juniors...Lol!! then when we saw Mrs Lachman FINALLY...we called for the boys and Mao Xuan shouted to the whole court...amazinly...all the boys came out. Haha! How nice. :) Mrs Lachman was so busy! Got onli 2 batch of students yet like so many ppl lor. She got ALOT of presents of coz. :)

The bonding of primary school suddenly made me realised i made a wrong choice 2 years ago...i shouldn't have gone to Nan Hua...but i should have gone to BPGH where all my frens are there. So bonded..so united. I even wish we didnt have to spilt schools and stay as 6.11'08 forever...we were so bonded then and still bonded now. The boys and girls didnt had any hatred and laugh and share together...

If i had gone to BPGH, i would have all my frens with NO frenship problems like many of 205 have now. Although we are from different classes, during recess, we can still get tgt. Rmb p6...whr the whole class has recess tgt...but now?? different cliques = cannot get tgt....i cant understand this!! Its not onli 6.11 u noe...even 6.10 are bonded with us tgt!! when was 205 even bonded with other classes?? 208 and 207 is like 1 class...206 has their recess tgt....

Oh well, i guess we are realli different. Wish i was still in primary school...wish we still had those happy memories...No offence to anybody..but i noe problems will arise if i post this out. its my fault again...having a blog = more problems...isnt it to let out ur problems?? hais...then i would be scolded and talked by everyone in class again...

Anyways, nobody changed. We are still so crazy and childish and beating everyone that we see. can i do that in NHHS. if i did, that would be weird..if i did, more ppl will be saying im still so childish. then blahs blahs and blahs...ppl in secondary school muz hav been too mature..although boys in our class are still quite childish...hehe.

I really wished i could have chosen bpgh...but its no use saying it now...i tink im realli crazy...toking all these rubbish now...PLS HAVE A CLASS GATHERING!!! ALL THOSE WHO CAME BACK YTR AND OTHERS PLS COME FOR IT!!! you noe tat the previous class gatherings were quite peopleless?? ahhas...so if ur could come back on teachers day, y ot go for class gathering??? BETTER COME!!! hehe....gtg...bye byes...

Teddy...

28/8/10

2010-08-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! i know its been a long time since i ever blogged. sorrys!! busy studying and also cannot use the computer...Common tests are over...so tiring...Did quite badly for chinese and chem. but i have no emotionals...y? i have no idea...

For history, i studied but it was considered not. i didnt study for it. i know im gonna fail and i said that to everyone. but then they all said the same thing. " i also"...I knew they were not gonna fail becoz they studied for it and i didnt. I realli didnt. Im so gonna flung it. i wun fail borderline,...but im gonna totally fail it. u noe wad i mean? As i was doin the history common test, i couldnt do it. becoz i ddint study. its the same when i did my IS test ytr...but...i wasnt feelin sad..i juz felt so terrible, but it wasnt the feelin. U wun noe wad im sayin...

Im missing sth these past few weeks. My emotions. Nobody will understand how i felt becoz even i cant describe it. Its just the emptiness in my heart. I cant feel a thing...sadness?? Happiness??? I dunno why!!! CAn anyone tell me the answer?? I realli need an answer....

Todae i went to JP to buy presentSSSS. IM BROKE!!! hahas. totally no money left. thats not the point im gonna say. its...all of the children had their parents with them...parents to pay for their gifts and parents to choose their gifts for them. most of the time...its mothers...the sudden emptiness in my heart Again....i dunno wad im feelin...

Thats it for now...i have a lot more to say..but i have no time...shall say another time iguess...my cousins pestering me. Byes!!

Emotionless Teddy...someone pls make me sad!!! hahas.

7/8/10

2010-08-07T20:42:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!! i noe i hav not posted for many days...again..hahas. veri busy...with band. everyday got band after school...hahas. but its all worth it when we do our veri best TMR!!! 2.30pm ISTANA!!! Everyone sees this come and support NHSB. but i doubt anyone sees it. its about 18hrs and 15mins to our performance!!!! So nervous and excited.

Although i had to walk all the way from the front gate to idk where....hahas....coz my NRIC was not submitted...but i tink its worth it if we perform well. :D

So ALL THE BEST TO EVERY NHSB member!!!!!! WE SHALL DO OUR VERY BEST AND LET OTHERS SEE WADS OUR BAND!!!!! NHSB JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!

Lols..i alittle siao liao...kay i nid to go liao. JIAYOUS everyone!!

The Teddy :D

30/7/10

2010-07-30T19:34:00.003+08:00

Hello hais....one week nvr use com. liao leh. cousins go NS and training...nobody on com. for me....sad...:(

anyway, isit wed or tues..i fell down at the backgate there. so pathetic....got injuries on right arm there, the elbow there is the prettiest. hhaas!!! and blue-black at knees...hais....hahas. everybody see me all see my beautiful elbow liao...hahas. wonder when will heal. coz if play flute then lift up the hand can see leh, so ugly...hahas.

so stress this week...monday got chinese test, todae got IS and ELIT test...hais!! ytr got school NDP rehearsal....obviously junior band not playin..hais...i was rather upset, not becoz of not being able to participate...is some other stuff...which i will not reveal. 我的心灵受到创伤...

Oh and i had a new phone!! YAY!! hahas...Samsung S8500 Wave...quite nice and cool larhs..hahas. better than the old one lar. hahas. and its free!! re-contract and upgrade contract.

nth much actually lar...idk wad else to say le...and the battery's gonna die soon!!! hahass...kay lar...post some other times then...bye bye!!

16/7/10

2010-07-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hi peoples...todae went to NEWater. quite boring, quite fun...lol. first went to do the experiment then go visit around. i kept hearing the word "shit water" from everywhere....hope the ppl there nvr hear....hahas.

Skip all the way to until we go back school..sat with Jemaine and the boys and her were telling jokes to each other...laughing now and then. anyway, y does my words sound so dead? mayb im dead...hahas....many riddles and jokes "learnt"...Lol.

go back school then went home with Jolene from band, obviously not the one from 205 as she seemed as if i did sth wrong to her. Well, as much as i noe, i didnt do anything to her. i said like onli 4 sentences to her todae. kay nvm...then got Edeline, Jie Yee, Shi En and Jia Min...they walked realli realli slow despite me and Jolene walking veri veri slow alr...hahas. then they went to eat while we walk to mrt...humming and singing "Xi Shui Chang Liu". Nice song..(:

talking bout band...i nt sure if i would be playing for school's national day and the performance at Istana...hais but nvm....we would be playing 9 songs....Kaze No Mai, March Blue Sky and Sunshine, Ponyo, Totoro, We r the world, March Together, Big Fun In The Sun, Xi Shui Chang Liu and Nobody. Cool rite the songs..lol

kay back to homing. lol.then Jemaine called Jolene so we waited at the platform for her. and she so zhun at the 1min train coming came. lol...weird phrasing. then later she wan wait for Kentley coz got FOC servant....lol....to carry trumpet. hhas...so we wauted and waited and she sent lots of unsensical SMSes to Kentley...all not true de la...hahas...then later i board the mrt saw Jolene and Lu Yao again...lol...then i pass the phone to Jolene...hahas....Lu Yao wanted to walk to Xavier there but i stopped her...hhaas..End of Story liao...Jemaine, dun kill me on Monday!! Lols....:P

Kay liao got to go liao...byes byes!!! and also Happy 1hour early birthday to Su Wen and Hao Wei....Best Wishes and be Happy!!!! :D

The Teddy

13/7/10

2010-07-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hey peoplez!! i back again. My cousin's on training for 3 months!! therefore i get to use the com. everyday except sat and sun. =D but obviously the good girl here will not la. hahas...

Anyway, CONGRATS to NHSB for winning the highest SILVER for NBC in 3rd division. =D We'll do better nxt time, alot better to win a GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! (:

todae nth special...skip...skip...skip...okay...band...since the lessons hav nth dfun to talk bout. haahas.

Mrs Chua said a lot of stuff then we played 10 minutes warm-up as usual....then "MArch Together" and "Big Fun in the Sun". So happy as we could join the main band in playing. I tink junior band not playing for school on national day as conductor said that national anthem could not go wrong. oh that's so sad leh..hais...but nvm lor. i should have expected that u noe. :(

kay...then dismiss at 6+ like that. slack outside bandroom for a while then walk to mrt. bought cheesesticks to eat...then at mrt. the mrt come then no space so walk to the end then me n jolene n vivian got into the mrt. we ask jemaine faster come in then later she kana giap by the doors. Lol...so poor thing. :( my hand for the second time put at the door there to stop the door from closing. Jemaine can neither come in or go out. so kelian leh. in the end she managed to come in la...of coz. 4 of us laugh until like stomache liao. hahas...

Kay larhs nth to say liao. oh yea got flute tee liao. haven open up and see leh..hahas. muz be quite nice de. =D kays nth else liao. Byes!!

The Teddy

9/7/10

2010-07-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

10th July!!! its finally here!! rmb when Mrs Chua first said it to us. although im not participating, still ALL THE BEST to NHSB!!!! now treasuring the time b4 batttery's flat. kay kay so i faster say.

say wad?!?!!?! erm...i forgot liao leh....oh. zheng suo wei " tai shang yi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong"...NHSB is "tai shang shi wu fen zhong, tai xia qi ge yue gong" LOL...im sure u all noe wad it means rite. hahas...so i shall not explain further.

All NHSB members participating in NBC tmr...i mean...about 16hours time....Relax urself and dun stress or kip practising. its not good. like u having test the 5mins b4 should not study. Kays?? lol...nobody's gonna look at my blog now...so wads the use? i have no idea..Lol...mayb after NBC. but nvm....

hmm...nth much to say le bah...haha...

Nan Hua Symphonic Band!!! All the Best!! ~~Good Luck!!~~ (u dun nid them coz u all have the ability to win and nid not rely on luck.^^) JIAYOUSS!!! I know u can do it becoz U CAN!! U all shall not disappoint Mrs Chua, Mr Chua, Mr Tan, the Sec4s, the Sec1s...some Sec2s...the school, the teachers, everyone who supports you..and of course....ME!! dun disappoint me ar!! i have faith in all of you..hehe. I will give you all my moral support as i cant give my physical support. hahas!!

The Teddy, giving everyone taking part in NBC all my support. (:
anyways, who could record down the whole process and let me see??^^

6/7/10

2010-07-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

Yoz people!! im blogging again!! lol...anyway todae got back maths paper. did badly...could have gotten 20 marks lor..sian leh. Vivian asked if i rather fail by alot marks then pass by 1 mark. i would rather fail by alot marks...haha!! i shadn't reveal my marks....for no reason. Lol...

Oh ytr i also got blog hor...hahas!! im gonna post a pic. on sth i did ytr...haha!! i was terribly bored i did sth onli sian and patient ppl does. Im patient!! hahas. Oh well, a 500 piece puzzle....did it in like 2 plus minus hours la. about 45min sorting the A B Cs....and the other time piecing it up. veri nice de!! haha...and a long time since i posted pictures. u all must be getting bored looking at my plain dull wordy blog. Lol...actually if i realli piece without looking at the A1---T25...i might take 4 or 5 hours or more than that lor. hahas...although i cheated, still veri nice rite!!! hahas....enjoy looking at my masterpiece!!! ^^

And ppls pls tag my blog leh....my blog half dead. Kina revived it....so continue reviving...haha!! (:

The Teddy

2/7/10

2010-07-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

Hey!! Happy Birthday Yi Ming!!! my dunno Junior or senior...lol!!

Todae not much special stuff la. 3 periods of EL and HCL so sian. El not veri sian la...but chinese is sleeping period. had a damn test. Heng i studied the su yu a little bit. got write some. (: Geog like introduction. Btw, Ms Saphia Neo is our new co-form and geog, Ms Ho Wan Yee is new history.

Maths had level test. damn difficult!! The damn graph filled up the whole paper and i used 3 graph papers in all. Slammed the file down which, i am sorry, disturbed the people around me. hehe....Its so frustrating lor!!! then calculator drop man!! DAMN!! sorry for kip saying this Damn word. hahas...and it broke the class silence. hehe...and...during the test dk said how many times "f.u.c.k" le...lol....it must have been realli dif. as Evonne cried, and Jemaine too. CHeer Up!! Wun fail de...(:

Sian nxt week no band. They are preparing for NBC which is nxt Saturday. NHSB JIAYOUSS!!!! I mentally support all of u!!!! :D not being able to take part with all of u doesn;t means i cant support u rite?? hahas...todae wthey went 4 exchange at CGS....

And i went home and fell on the floor and slept for an hour or so...lol...so tired mah...now so awake leh how?? haha....got nth to do on facebook or anywhere else le...sian....i wonder if i can go back main band after NBC....but oh well, it doesn't matters now after i spent so long with the junior band. most of the juniors and I are on good terms....(: this is the advantage. heard that got audition for junior band dk for wad leh....sian...the third audition i ever had....and if i fail, im realli a GREAT FAILURE!! lol....realli wad. if i fail, im a TOTAL FAILURE.

kay got to go...bye!!

The fail Teddy (:

22/6/10

2010-06-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hello..in hospital now..hehe...not me...my cousin. High fever to 40 degree...so high leh...then at home cannot go down, so stay in hospital....haiz...poor thing...lol

I still have so much homework!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG....wonder if i can finish all of them anot leh.....Got essay, situaional writing, summary and learning log..haiz....SO DIE!!!! U wanna help me do?? who???!!! HELP....

Okay, i will be dead...so i go prepare my funeral now..bye byez....

The Teddy

7/6/10

2010-06-07T17:17:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! im so bored!!!! can anybody gimme some work to do or tell me what to do????? except homework or wad assesment rubbish...haha...im so damn bored!!!! btw, sorry for all the short short posts...but at least i posted rite??? haha.....

Got SOOOOOO MUCH homework leh....sian diao....
1. Essay
2. Situational Writing
3. Picture Discussion
4. Summary of DIE book....(it realli makes me DIE)
5. Some Shinglee questions
6. 2 jian bao
7. zuo wen
8. Geog worksheet
9. 2 learninglogs...
OMG....there's like to be exact....11 HOMEWORK NOT DONE!!!! ahh....so much....i die already....see u all in heaven when u all come to visit....bye bye.....LOL

and i did onli....
1. Most of the Shinglee Qns...
2. Compre of the DIE book
3. remaining of the zuo ye
ONLI!!!!!! im gonna die man!!! oops...i forgot i was already dead...haha

AND...(haven finish)....we had to memorise....
1. First 20 elements of Periodic Table...i did bout 9
2. First 50 su yu....and i did 15.....

Hais....still so much to go...I got to jiayou!!! everyone else too!!!

after talking bout homework....about previous post...after i have gone through 2 days of not being the same as my bandmates...i realised that i should let it go....it is realli the time to let go....of wadever there is not to...if i had not...the result is that I m the one embarassed...I m the one being seen as thick-skinned....so....i have decided not to go for additional band practices where i do not nid to be there...and might go home by myself after junior band is dismiss and not wait for others like a fool, sticking to them like i dw to be with the junior band....this solution is good rite??? haha....I hope that my seniors and frens will never look down on me and be my pillar of support....LOl...sounds a little weird...haha

Hey, rmb to visit me in heaven or my tablet hor....haha!!

The Stressed Teddy.....

4/6/10

2010-06-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

Hello.....im having mix feelings now.....hmm...haha...if i had went, wad would happen...and i didn't go, what happened...u can never experience both side's feelin....but i want!!! lol...that's why people always regret wad their decision is...

anyway, band investiture is over...for my section....

Kina---Section Leader
Hilary---Assistant Section Leader

Good choices!!! haha....thats wad i tot.....=D lol....holiday practices....got a lot...but then junior band veri early dismiss le....i cant hide it that im still sad over not being able to participate in NBC.....sitting sian-ly in the band room, hearing them play and cannot play...its really awkward...dont u tink so??? wad if u were me??? it goes the same to school band days....Seniors...even they, telling me to go home....they telling me to not go for the additional band practices....they must have felt that i disgraced them....My frens...i feel that they look a little down on me, but i hope they didn't..... :(

i realli dunno wad to say....the feeling is terrible....i guess even after 10July..it still stay the same...haiz....aiya i got to go liao..bye bye!!!

The Teddy =(

when will i be the same as the others...
i dun care if my grades are good or bad
i just want to be the same like all of my frens
i wan to have frens.....
forever....
i hate to be left out
again.....

22/5/10

2010-05-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

Yo!!!! had a super duper tiring day man...relaxing with my com. now...sian.....In the morning early early go out....to film PW or VJ with YuFang, YiLin, Vanessa and LiFang.. haiz......then met at J.E. and go to Marina Bay. from there we walk to the left and i saw a bus called MARINA BARRAGE...i pointed at it and the bus driver pointed right. lolz...so we walk there and saw a bus stop. then dk whose idea to continue to walk and then we dk walk to where. then we walk back there...on the way so that bus again...so we ran....i was at the back and i ran, surpassing all of them...haha...Lifang say y i could run with flats...lol...the driver said hge would come back after another round....so we waited.....

30min later..................

the bus finally came!!!! board to marina barrage and took photos....then go eat. it was damn expensive man!!! $16 for a 'pizza' not like one. so disgusting.....haiz...i feel as if i wasted $3.20...i wan my money back!!!!!!!!!! then share with vanessa ice milo....i wan that money back as welll!!!!! Im broke for the whole week...still owes people money....so we carry on to take photos, videos and blahz....then go interview people. saw jakin and friends there, doing PW too...so we went to interview the m as we could not find others. haha....yilin was interviewed by them too....
then go on to interview other people....

Finally time to go!!!!!

went to my house....to edit video and shoot video. first we saved everything and anything into a thumbdrive and to some place...lol....then finally editing....then shoot the video. damn funny man!! got super a lot many NGs...familiar with this phrase??? 'super a lot many' haha....then we completed the video at 7+ and i was damn hungry.faster bathe then go eat within 5 min..woots!! *claps* for me....(:

now here am i, so tired yet still playing com....sorry Jemaine!!!!!! for not callling u back. was too busy, nvr check phone. :P Ahh.....haven done any homework leh...sian...im so sian!!!!!!!!!!! its holidays soon!!! yay!!! lol....kays thats all....Bye Bye!!

The Tired Teddy signing off....zzz

I feel as my distance with _______ has just lengthen
day by day
better not go back to the old days
i hope it stays like
when we are happy together
each day
talking on the phone
going home together
having so much fun
PLS.....dun leave me again
alone.......
i cannot take it once again
i realli cannot......
_______(:

15/5/10

2010-05-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

Hello people!! oh...so coincidence again....its somebody's brithday!!! haha...Happy Birthday Evonne!! u r 14th alr....haha!! May ur wishes come true!!!

Anyway, this week might have been the worse week ever....haha....oh well, i have gotten away with it, though many dun believe that i had...hhaa... On Thurs, i failed the NBC audition, which means i dun get to participate in it..haiz.....nvm lar...my skills are realli not good wad. so wads the point of getting in the audition?? i might just drag the whole band down...haha..

Then on friday, i didn't complete my bao zhang bao dao, and my ez-link card was confiscated, then i got it back. i wonbder what have ii been doin?? i didn't do my homework!!! then later in the afternoon, stupid mr lin de paper accused me that i didn'y hand in my e-learning ws which he marked alr.. and my book 1 which i handed in and was passed back to mme without marking it. Ahh......is this the turning of my life once again??....a series of bad events....

Wondering y people just cry and forget what they have been crying for...or is it onli me does that....i have been sorting out the reasons i cried when i failed audition and my card consficated. Y did i cry?? Was it because i failed the audition, was it because i was scared that my seniors and others look down on me, was it because i ahd to join the sec 1s, being degraded, or was it because i just felt sad?? i have no idea. None of these reasons made sense after i thought of it. it must have been a natural reaction, but i knew it was for some reason, which i dont know....and for ez-link card consficated, was it because i was scared she would call my parents, was it because i scared my father would scold me, was it because im scared that i cant go out with my family this weekend, was it because i had no card to go home, and come to school the nxt monday, or was it, was it because i was guilty i didn;t do my homework....Y??? is it my natural reaction AGAIN??? i knew AGAIn it wasnt....

haiz....kay la.....JIAYOUSS to ALL my band seniors, friends and juniors for their upcoming audition. And dun be sad for those like me....(: When u let ur unhappiness goes away, ur life can carry on and smile to carry on!!!! Just like me who failed my audition, force ur tears to go back in and let this incident make u be stronger. (: it doesn't makes sense. lol

The Teddy...

23/4/10

2010-04-23T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!!! how LONG have i not posted??? hahha.....its been 2 months leh, omg!!!! so llong liao ar, so sorry la. anyway also nobody come and tag, post for wad la??!?!?! lol.....its dead not onli in posts but also the tagbox lor.....hais...will ppl pls pls come and tag???? hahas....

Anyway, todae had speech day rehearsal....it was so damn hot in that long-sleeved shirt and a thick blazer, and under thebig hot sun!!!! hahhaa....todae's chinese test and ytr's geog test was a terrible horrible failure..hais....i scared i will fail these two...sianz....Wish me good luck that i pass kays????

Oh ya...Vivian and Weisheng are steading, hahha!!! can u ever believe it??? lols....im just being random...haha!!

Sorry for the short post but i gtg alr...hehe....i willl try to post once a week lor....kays?? kay....bye bye!!! =)

The Teddy (:

25/2/10

2010-02-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! so long nvr post again...hahaz....anyway first....Happy Birthday ZhenYang!!! wait a minute ar.....i didn't come to post juz becoz of this hor!!! its just a co-incidence....okay....

anyway...Since conflicts with me involved has alr ended like long ago...i tot the class would be okay but then more conflicts started....that was realli bad u noe..And since all these days and incidents which happen, finally realised something....I hate 4 types of people....and co-incidentally, there is a person in 205 wich hav all these 'qualities'...haha!!!

1) Hypocrites---Tell 3 ppl dif. tings, so contradicting. It was LiFang and Vanessa who told me the word to describe was hypocrite though...haha!! told u my eng fail de.

2) Materialistic Person ---when u r having goodstuff, they come to u, and leave when u r having badluck.....

3) Betrayers---- U tell the person something and she Promise until like siao that she wun tell anybody, yet she go tell the person who is involved in it...how stupid is that....

4) Takes people as replacement---when she doesn't have anybody to partner or other stuffs, she will anyhow drag somebody away and insist on partnering her, making the other person's partner having no partner....Thats the worst u noe!!!!! She insist u noe!!! and u have no reason to reject her or she willl turn black face and become some emo and tok all the bad behind you. Who likes this type of people???!!!

I realli want to type out the person's name but i seriously cannot u noe...I dislike her SO MUCH!!! ******!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hates HER!! u have a clue now.....5 words in total and a HER. haha....mayb it is very obvious leh...how?! ai ya dun care la....haha!!

And todae went home with Jolene and Jemaine, went to ShinTokyo Sushi to eat...Lol!! it was a disaster or wad la....haha!!! and on the mrt station, i insist it is Shintokyo Sushi and not wad Ramen Ten, haha!!! My life just changed drastically to a very good life!!! I have all my Lovely classmates and Friends!!! (: I espiecally thank Vanessa, YuFang, Yilin and LiFang for "taking" me in when im alone....(: I will never forget all ur gratefulness!!!!! (:

The Teddy (: who is now and wishes forever to be Happy!!!

Happy New Year!!!! =)

2010-02-15T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hey pplz!!! Happy Chinese New Year to all of u!!! obviuosly there is NO ONE here at my blog... -_-....sianz...nvm...but still...wish all of you a Haooy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!! (: although its a little bit too late...lol...

Teddy =)

4/2/10

2010-01-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hey sorry ppl for not blogging hor....and now i also cannot blog for long...SO DAMN SORRY!!!! Its like 1 month...hehe....so sorry ar. Been busy with tests and hw for veri long, or else is cannot use com. lor...i 3 wks nvr use liao leh....

Anyway, 1st thing...I HATE MR LIN GUO JING....for some minor things he has to call our parents....WTH....he chi bao mei shi zuo ar...so kong xian....Hate him like some shitsz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG i have to go liao...wow thats fast that i spoke onli some sentences...haha!!! anyway Band prac. has become Tues, Thurs and Fri for me and Vivian....haiz.....sian ar!!!!!!!!

Kay kay gtg bye...at least i had a post of 2010....haha!!! 1st post of 2010 oh!!! so short sorry!!! coz my cousin going scold me liao....he said i should study study study and not use the com.....coz i will fail....curse me ah...kay kay i shall post a lot of things nxt time...i promise A LOT!!!!

The Teddy :)

26/12/09

2009-12-26T15:37:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! Sorry ar...long time nvr post le...veri VERI long liao, is lyk 19days lor...haha!! Erm...actually i dunno wad to say leh..Merry Christmas!!! (: Hope u all had a veri nice Christmas Day, Christmas Eve, and Christmas presents...haha!! Hav been doing hw for the past few days....keep chiong-ing and chiong-ing for so many days!!! Ahh...So tired le...i dun wanna continue doing liao leh....veri sian le....haiz...

Kay la..actually nth else le lor..hehe...sorry 4 such a short post ar....Byez!!!

The Teddy

Band BBQ---7/12/09

2009-12-09T18:24:00.004+08:00

Hello....Mon was band bbq......Went to Clementi station to wait 4 Evonne, Shirlene, Jemaine and LuoYang.....then took back to Joo Koon and then to Bedok. In the train, msg Vivian, found out she went out with Shi En la...reach there quite a few ppl there le...Then took bus 196 to East Coast there...

Kina, Edeline and me went roller-blading.....others go biking...i dunno how to bike rmb?? I got fall a lot of times, damn scary, then got slope i ask Edeline help me up or down. Then like 1 half hours later went beach to play...Oh ya! i was the onli one wearing jeans...lol..they all wear those type of short short shorts. haha

Then go return skates, and i took the hand guard there but didn't return...so idiot leh me...then went back to return again...haha!! They start bbq-ing le...i go help HuiShi peel off the crabmeat de plastic and wrap the corn in aluminium foil. hey i also got go help fan the fire hor!! i din't slack kays...i ate half a corn and 1 chicken wing...

Then i was peeling the skin of the sweet potato and suddenlt "Boom!!" then i turn around saw this veri big fire....VERI big...then everybody crowd around Edeline and XiaoTong. they both got burned in that veri big fire. so kelian lor...they called ambulance, and while the ambulance took its veri own time come, their hands were put in cold icy water and cool mineral water.

Ambulance come le, fireman also come. lol...took them to Singapore General Hospital with Slyvia. Then we pack up and Aloysius, Kina, HuiShi and me took cab to SGH. the whole Eulphonium sect. there le, lol. Then all the majors came. the 2 of them waited 4 their no. and go check and done. Quite veri long leh. Then pay bill of $90, even the minor injury of Edeline lor. During their check up, we play phone games, LOl...

Then i ask my dad come and fetch me, 2gether with XiaoTong and HuiShi. They alight together with me and hail a cab and went. I damn tired leh, so bathe alr then go sleep le...haha!! Hope XiaoTong and Edeline get well soon!!! (:

Nid go le...tink i use com. too long le bah...haha...

The Teddy (:

Band Concert!!!

2009-12-05T15:29:00.003+08:00

Hello...Ytr was band concert!!! Bella Notte Musicale 3...not a lot of ppl went but still quite a lot...haha....im like not making any sense. Met Vivian in the morning and we were punctual again!!! hahaah...then we tune tune....then move to the hall and practise the 1st 3 songs which are "March Kawasaki", "Twin Oaks" and "Phantom Of The Opera Medley"....then go 4 lunch and wait for like 45 min then come...2 then resume and continue practise other songs.

Then alumni prac. and we rest. Then went to change and had dinner...Then again, backs tage preparing and getting ready...I was rather nervous...So scary u noe....dunno if the outside hav veri little ppl or a lot...haha....Went out and my file drop on the floor, haiz.....so paiseh....Then my flute cannot play "F" i also dunno y. siao siao le...YuWei say it's leaking. Intermission walked around, saw KaiQing and Gindelin.

Alumni play and i sat down there listening all the way until the end....i tink the ppl sitting behind me is Vincent's friends...Coz they got shout his name, and i dun tink there's more than one person in band called Vincent rite?? ahah....Then packed up and took photos then go home...

Bella Notte Musicale 4....see you next year....(: My seniors and frens, i noe u did well for that, and u will do weel for this too...(:

The Teddy (:

Band Concert!!!

2009-12-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! i noe i posted ytr...but tmr is Band Concert!!! Im too nervous and excited....I cant play "Twin Oaks" and the damn fast of "Phantom of the Opera Medley".....but nvm...Im currently practising now....I shall JiaYou!!! (: Pls come if u have the time hor!!! okay???

Bella Notte Musical 3
Venue: Nan Hua High School Multi-Purpose Hall
Time: 7pm
Date: 4 Dec 09
Ticket Prices: FOC, lol....

Pls come....anybody also can...hehe....i go practise liao...PLS COME!!!! (:(:(:

The Teddy

2/12/09

2009-12-02T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello!! woa...how many days have i not been posting?? haha...erm...12 days le!!! wah....these 3 days having band camp and other days cant use com. la....Got so much to say but cant say all in this pathetic post....Band camp was rather fun lor....erm....haha...im grp 4 with Jerome, XiaoTong, Pearlie, Chong Ee, Shen Wen and JieYee and i didn't win neither lose...haha!!
1st Day
Had drills, we played erm....Treasure hunt wich i tink was one of the nicest games...then sectionals, bored!!!! Then combines and Giant skip....Then took mrt home....
2nd Day
Met Vivian and walk to school, quite late alr but we were like juz rite the time. Had combines wich i was always totally lost in the middle...then lunch and ROD. My sect. perform the "Sorry Sorry" dance wich Evonne posted on youtube....ahh.....Lucky i was hidden in the back, not realli can see well..Then other sect. perform....and then we had water bomb...wichi was rather dry then somebody go pour on me....so im wet!! Vivian missed all the fun stuff onli had practice!!! haha....so unlucky lor...Then go sweettalk buy drinks and like half the band there, mayb not that exagarrative. ahh, i dunno how to spell la...Then took mrt home....like left 3 of the ppl in the going Joo Koon that train....all like stay at CCk there.
3rd Day
Met Vivian again, and we Strolled to school n reach at 9 onli to find we were juz in time....haha!! Played the dunno wad mahjong game....then sectionals outside staffroom lol!! The majors like 1 by 1 come down ask y u here and all the stuff...haha!! Im So happy!! coz i know the whole "BroadWay" le!! haha!! Thanks my Seniors!! ^^ haha....But i dunno how play Twin Oaks and concert is friday. Tmr also hav practice....i veri tired le. Anybody saw my dark eye rings??? haha!! I look so fragile and ugly....I wanna sleep!! My family nobody wanna cum for the concert..sobs....haha!! BUs-ed home with HuiShi and Evonne.

Anyway, Band was fun but realli tiring from morning till night leh! Todae dismiss earlier....If had sleepover then more fun lorh...dunno y dun hav leh....Suddenly had nth to say liao...haha....

20/11/09

2009-11-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

Hey!! got a lot of things to say...hmm...start form 18/11/09 bah....

18/11/09
Its my birthday.....went to school for band also la...Zoey gave me a Toblerone...Thanks!! I still havent start eating it yet.....hehe....Band as usual....i forgot le..

19/11/09
Oh!! Went to band also la....Had drills, so sian...then break drill break drill...Then go back band room and the tailor measure our measurements...i do full set coz white shirt must return, blazer too big, skirt too big also....And during drills Evonne suddenly appear...haha!! Then after band went to Lot 1....In the MRT, got this woman sit 2 seats beside Vivian, then she was like toking to her beloved, veri disgusting leh..she say all sorts of funny stuff...Me and Vivian laugh until like sort....haha!! Met Alicia, Sheila, Yi Hui, Qian Hui and Corliss...then we go NTUC buy oil...then go to Yi Hui's house and fry cuttlefish ball and japanese seaweed chicken....we pan-fried it first but then chao da...then deep-fry, almost everybody got splurt by the hot stupid oil...Corliss sorry hor, i keep making until u...Then we take bus to Palm Garden. at the Bowling Alley there, the boys all playing bowling and we are like separated...Then i accidentally knocked into the billard stick and the phone drop...the lady like gangster that type, keep staring at us lor....Then we went back and barbeque and all the stuff la...The boys so lousy de lor, light matchstick also dunno..haiz...Then i dun wanna say liao lar...so long le....

20/11/09
Todae, also go band la...a lot of new songs leh...i cant play!!! like shit ar!!! wad sunflower, wad oak la, and also got phantom...haiyo duno wad shit is that!! then after band go lot 1...Walk to the bus stop with Hui Shi...then...Go cinema there and buy tickets, a lot of ppl leh...bought popcorn and went in...Sit at C-10, C-11, C-12...3h show leh..sit there so long until my legs and hands all numb liao lor....quite a nice movie, 2012...haha!!

Thats all le..Bye bye!! oh and here is the link for the Phantom of the Opera Medley...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v5=V82uDXIOQ4

Teddy

17/11/09

2009-11-15T13:23:00.004+08:00

Had a wonderful day on 14/11/09......Went to the beach with my cousins and their parents.....Reached there at bout 2+ or 3...then put here and there and eat around first...after that we played UNO and some went roller-blading...me left with the others played Stress and poker...i performed a magic trick..haha!! they were like stunned...haha!!

Then celebrated my birthday with a chocolate cake!! haha...Had my bdae's celebrated twice this year...then we played some little games and started to barbeque....actually all is quite the same everytime we come....but i rather come then stay at home and do nth....

Ytr had band, and more practices are coming down due to Band Concert on 4Dec....tmr's MY DAy!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!! everybody wish me Happy Birthday!!! haha....tmr the others going 4 chalet as well...i cant go coz my dad suddenly forbids me to go....:'(.....19 going to Eileen's house 4 barbeque and class gathering....so i have to go there after band...gotta bring clothes there to change then.....Tmr still have band!!! nvm....

Yup....nth else liao...byebye!! and Vivian PONNING BAND!!! haha....make sure the seniors see this!!!

The Teddy

11/11/09

2009-11-11T19:17:00.003+08:00

Hey..todae bought the books...erm...after band..todae was one of the veri wonderful days after band in the holidays....actually not....it was in fact, the veri worse days during these days....ahh...nvm....

Had band...played the song called...erm...???...let me check....oh!! "March Kawasaki"....now im quite happy coz Vivian actually replied my veri boring msg....haha!! i kinda of boliao....haha...this song is so complicated..but the good thing was that it, for 3rd Flute, it has 71 rests....hahah!!! I told Zoey the wrong no. coz just now i maths fail mah...haha!! now i got it correct...FIrst time so many rests....Even Zoey also onli hav 50...Muhaha....she gave me the look when i said 80rests, count wrongly!! Sorry!! and the 1st time someone come to my section to find me worh...haha...U all must be thinking im a crazy girl, getting so happy becoz of such small matters, but it occurs onli once in a BLUE BLUE moon....u know the moon is NVR blue rite??

And was also happy coz my playing was actually veri Okay de....its my flute problem..hah!! i thot i lost my memory of playing it coz i haven played it for like a month or few weeks...Hahah....but then....Ever since i used it...It was like that alr...and now is Nov....woah...so mnay months since they realised it...I have been playing wrong notes for that many months!! Wow!...haha....

Have to get dinner now....Bye!!

The Teddy

9/11/09

2009-11-08T18:43:00.005+08:00

Woah....my head hurts!! Ytr no reason-ly knock into a wall...and now my forehead hurts so much!! Who is that stupid to knock straight into a wall...Me lor!! the stupid no eye one.....haha!! I didn;t know wad i was doing that i knock into a WALL!! i must be crazy!! then i lied on the bed like a paralysed...hhaha!! Really, what do u call a person who knocks into a wall???

Anyway, I had a veri funny and weird dream last nite u noe....Its kinda impossible and unbelievable at this current situation.....haha....U all will nvr guessed my dream!!! haha.....I must have gone mad so, dun care bout me...hahah...

Erm...i want to apologise to a somebody for being in the grp which i tink she felt so awkward...rite?? I should have did another thing....Y do i keep making wrong decisions?? IM crazy all of a sudden....Everytime after band comes to decision making and i always...i mean ALWAYS choose the wrong choice....haiz..nvm....Im hungry....so bye bye!! (:

The Teddy

5/11/09

2009-11-02T17:19:00.003+08:00

2/11/09

Raining outside now....veri heavily....wonder how Evonne and the others went home in this weather hor.....ahha...im being ramdom la...

Todae had band....Vivian reached school early in the morning like 9+ onli and told me she couldn't get in...Lucky i come at a later time...but she went home leh...so dumb...Come alr then stay la...still waste energy go back home again....She totally spam my Inbox and i had to delete the other msgS...i spammed hers too...haha!! Sorry 4 that....

My section was like onli and realli ONLI 3 ppl, the sec 1's la....and me the pathetic one, who kept blowing and blowing but i tink got some prob. or wad...not a single sound came out leh.....So Stupid!!

Anyways, after band went to Mac with all the 105 band members, nid i say?? I shall say then...hahha...: Evonne, Zoey, Jemaine, Shirlene and me...see NO Vivian rite....coz she pon mah....

Got lots of the Monoply stuff but end up, not a prize..haiz...Also search for Shirlene's wallet which i dunno found alr or not....Went NTUC to waste time and see the prices of the stuff for CG....Later me and Zoey left, Evonne and Jemaine went to Shirlene's grandma's house to discuss....

--continue-ing from here coz monday didn't finish hahaz...

5/11/09

Todae also had band la...and worse....From 3ppl to 2ppl...James didn't come...Pon for sure....Went up to Sky Garden with the clarinet players and Oboe....aiya...the Woodwinds la....Then Mr. Tan came and tested/teached us Individualy....damn scary...but lucky he said i improved....I thot i deproved leh...Let me tell u...it was slacking time...haha!! Me, Jolene and Vivian were like toking but we practised more than the others okay!!

Then rained damn heavily....shared umbrellas and walked to Clementi MRT....I went home and the others dunno go where....haha!!

Nxt week still have band and nothing else to say now....Dedication to me ask me to not be emo.....BUt i was Nvr Emo wad!!! IN FACT, i was smiling most of the time! haha.... about 3 ppl said i was emo this year...and the first year as well...haha..being ridiculous saying this...haha!!

The Teddy

30/10/09

2009-10-30T17:39:00.003+08:00

Last day of school...was spent doing loads of things of coz....Last Day of school, was or wasn't a memorable day...i also dunno....Results were quite very terrible......yup!! nvr gotten such bad results ever in my life.....But...lets not be sad anymore and stay Happy and Cheerful like we always do...okay?? EVERYONE!!

Anyway, didn't manage to post photos these few days...wait for a few more days...had a special assembly todae to Congratulate Dr. Foo for being posted to Dunman High...then given the DAMN report book....and had the dancing again...then released early back to class and were taking photos wif a lot of ppl....i can't believe these ppl, who nvr wanted to take photos....suggested to do that...hor...Vivian...hhaaaha...My phone so dumb de...cannot receive one...but i will retrieve it from somewhere la....

Some ppl were really terrible and i've nvr seen such ppl in my life b4.....Ppl care for them with their sincere heart and yet the return gift was a face of ignorance and coldness...lucky the person wasn't in my memories of the last few mintues of last day of school....Dun anyhow tink and think im saying U....okay?? No more disputes and blahs anymore....

I hope the nxt year of school life...205'10....would change for a better.....I really dun wan to face the cold and harsh nxt year.....It's rather enough alr....

Anyway, from now till i signed off this post, u can dun read it...just ramdom posting la....I realised a lot of things i treasured and like and wadever...have the letter "J" at the start of a...word...really....u see ar...

Friends: Joaquim, Jemaine...sorry i forgot still got wad alr...but dun be mistaken....Shirlene, Zoey, Vivian and U and U and U are NVR left out in my life..RMB THIS!!!! NEVER LEFT OUT!!!i just anyhow say this de hor!!! okay!!!! not oli ppl with "J"!!!!!!

Tv Stars: Jeanette Aw, Kim Hyun Joong (Yoon Ji Hoo)

actually i lied...not much ppl....haha...mayb now i cannot list out them coz i just woke up from a beauty sleep...hahha!! Anyway, Me wishes all of you here Have a HAPPY Holiday...and dun be too sad about ur results okay?? EVERYBODY!!!

The Teddy

27/10/09

2009-10-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!!! Todae practically was as sian as other days....was reading "Death Note" until my eyes popped out! The words are rather small mah.....Read like 2 books in a few hours...now on the computer as usual, the same time.....but cannot figure out wad to do leh....

OH and nobody have extra mirror leh!!! HOW?!?!?!?! My cousin de mirror quite veri small....sure die tmr!!! POst-exam activities still so stressed up becoz of this rubbsh problems.......wads wrong??!?!?!

Nvm....actually also have nth to tok bout now...who can lend me a mirror that fits a face?? Who can tell me wad to do during the holidays?? On the computer do wad??? Hahahz....Hope u all enjoy the photos i posted....say its well-taken hor!! IT IS wad....haha...I take de leh...hahha...(:

The Teddy

Photos

2009-10-26T14:53:00.006+08:00

Compare LiPing's drawing and the real pic.......
Sis didn't even noe i took her....haha....
Vivian and YiXuan arm wrestling....didn't know Vivian was that strong....
Vanessa and YiLin arm wrestling as well.....
KaiQing listening to MP3 and looking at LiPing's drawings so seriously.....
Vivian the teacher, teaching her "students" about piano and stuffs....
YuFang and Vanessa playing with their phones...lol...
LiPing drawing and drawing so seriously....
Shirlene shock to see me taking photo.....haha...sorry Shirlene for posting ur photo....=P

23/10/09

2009-10-23T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hello Friends!! Feeling bored of my words?? Me too....actuallt wanted to post some photos todae but my cuz wun lend me his phone to transfer...haiz....so sad....Next time la! SUre will post de!! I PROMISE!!

I realised something....It was not my fault that i lost _____ in ______....i just accidentally did that and i thot it deleted the whole profile of ____...._____ made it private to just made me lost the last connection with ____.....if i offended u again......which i did not realise for the past times...IM REALLY SORRY!!!

Anyway todae knew bout the nxt week's schedule and wasn't that happy......Could i not come on Thurs?? Friday also bah....And scored TERRIBLE HORRIBLE results.....will nvr declare it to anybody....it had no face to be said out....

Im had almost healed up all wounds....but.....im still healing it bah.....currently watching "Survivor" I wish i survive.....haha...

The Teddy

20/10/09

2009-10-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hello People!!! i wonder wads wrong with that previous post leh...it keeps getting so gigantic and i have to keep editing..so sianz....is it becoz of caps??actually couldn't use the computer anymore for some reason .....i hacked the account.....just kidding la....my cousin opened the account again...haha!! too lucky.....like real...

Gosh....2 more days to receiving results...heart's beating faster as the days pass....u were wondering how i pass my afternoons?? haha....was doing my "word search" puzzle book....and playing with myself..toking to myself...daydreaming....haaha....wishes to use my laptop....getting angry and sad over myself...aiya...was just being crazy these days.....

I'm realli veri bored....someone please rescue from that boring world.....i dun tink anybody would anyway....but wish somebody would.....haha.....

The Teddy--the days are coming to an end soon.....

9/10/09

2009-10-19T18:50:00.007+08:00

OMG!! i flung almost all the subjects!! it cant be helped though...im just too dumb...too stupid...im just born this way...born unlikeable as well...i have nobody to be blamed for all this...just blame myself....did not work hard enough!! did not revise enough!! slack too much!!! born so stupid!! born an FBI!!! eh...sounds familiar to you?? haha....

Y was i born in this cold, harsh world?? this pathetic round piece of land?? with no close frens by the side to share my tears...and no close parents to share my burden...i totally hate my life!! God must have send me here to let those bullys have someone to bully--no offence...Ever since kindergarten was bullied by a little girl and the others dun even care...then in primary school had a close fren, who shared our happiness and sadness together..but she transferred to somewhere else..niw...history comes alive!! Now,this good close fren of me, who treated me like a little sis, took care of me so well, blocked me from bullies, listen to my rubbish...had transferred too....my cousin...who traeted me like how those 2 frens treated me....

is my life destined to be filled with stones for me to trip over all the time?? y can others hav liitle tiny stones that could be carried away but i have those whoa re big and heavy ?? i have gone through so much pain , tortue and sufferring yet nth good still comes in my way....this is so stupid!!! the bad doesn't get all their punishment while im the one helping them to receive....I've had quite enough alr....

The Teddy...

18/10/09

2009-10-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

Hello Ppl!! how r u doing?? Im doing badly becoz thinking of the results i wan to cry alr....haiz...then at home also nth to do...If can use com. the whole day also nvm....even if com. got nth to do...i can use alr veri happy liao....or i even more bored lehz....

Not onli am i worried bout results but also post-exams activities...better not have some learning journey or wad grp work or pair work or i shall just kill that particular person alive okays!!?? I bet everyone noe y i wrote that sentence..rite?? whoever dunno is VERi outdated in MY NEWS...ahaha...i hope things get better when school reopens next year....Y must we be in the same class next year?? its a good thing for everybody, me exception...hhaa....nvm....i trust my endurance, patience and blah....i tink i can hold on for 1 more year...just 1 more!! haha...Help me JIAYOUS la...haaha...

ANyway have class gathering this november holidays....just the day after my B'Dae....rmb u dear frens said to gimme a present on the last day of school?? I tink u all hav forgotten it bah...i onli rmb 2 ppl said that...but i noe its nvr coming true...its not a word of reprimand hor....Relax ar....dun get angry with me...Thanks! (:

The Teddy---the one faking to be _________

5/10/09--the sick day

2009-10-05T19:35:00.012+08:00

Yo ppl!! todae i feel so sick!! not that sick la, is ill that sick...dun tink wrongly hor...During recess i felt so cold, then when i took temperature, it was okay wad, i also noe is okay...36.7degree celsius...is Vanessa ask me take de....she say i having fever....obviously not la...but i feel so..

Then lunch was deciding if i should go for swimming...i scared i more sick....in the end i went, and it was cold....

This morning had flu, cough, sore throat and muscle aches and wad so ever....ate 2 lezonges of Shirlene's....Now still a bit shiver and muscle aches....so unwell...i tink im falling sick...Wad a time to fall ill, EOYS after 3 days....still slacking away..Everybody slacking too...haiz....

SO, Everyone Wish Me Get Well Soon..thanks!! haha...i should start studying...todae also stayed back to study with Zoey N Shirlene...quite serious...haha....

Ending off now....Get well soon!! hahaz!!! AND Good Luck for EOY!!!

The Teddy :s

Mid-Autumn!!! ytr--2/10/09

2009-10-03T16:14:00.008+08:00

Yo!! Ytr had celebrated Mid-Autumn!! In school!! was so fun!! like Legacy Bazaar last year, onli difference was that ytr was from 5.30-9.00, and last year was morning till 4. wah.....

Firstly, after school, stayed in class, and went to paste some posters too...then set up the stall here and there..Me and Zoey went around publicizing the mooncakes since 5...and until 5.30, we onli told 5 customers...their reaction was, no thanks, walk away, laugh...lol..so bad lor..we sold our first and last mooncakes to YiLing's senior...she bought 12!! so much hor?? then we gave up and went back to the stall...it was damn tiring..went we went back, it was like going to 8 onli..During the walk, we sit down here and there and realise our classroom actually not lock!! haha...i took my wallet and ate some food..

Half the time, Ms Ng was like gone...but she went to but Donuts for us!! One each...she's considered "you liang xin" la...the nite, i onli ate a piece of donut and cup of oreo crush, which taste like ice...haha...The other times, i was like packing mooncakes, putting cups, taking orders and writing down the orders...woah...a lot of stuff....

It must have been the most memorable day of my life since term 4...get wad i mean?? Oh ya..Vivian was DAMN lucky!!!! she won the lucky draw with the one and onli PRIZE!! woah....Although i didn't seen it....but i can feel it...its some $200+ voucher...

The pity was that Joaquim didn't come. but nvm...i will sure meet her one day!! i still have her present!!! (:

Im now choosing between watching BOF or going out...haiz!! anywayz, wish everyone have/is having/had a very HAPPY MID-AUTUMN!!!

The Teddy (:

30/9/09

2009-09-30T18:22:00.012+08:00

World, attention!! Todae is my beloved sis, Ying Yin's Birthday!!! lets sing a song for her!!!

Happy Birthday to you,
I'm so grateful to you,
You're such a nice person,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Yup, todae had closure day celebration though the school is not closing. It was brought forward a month, the reason being i dunno why...Its like a Children's Day Celebration or wad. Coz the teachers dressed in uniform and pretended to be students. Like in primary school they also did that....hahahz...

Then was lessons as per normal. I was so damn tired...i cant wait for school to end!!! i nearly sleep...

After school went Jurong Point and bought stamps and post a gift for Sis, wonder when she receives it...awaiting.....

To sis's tag, i didn't get back with them. I seriously didn't. haha...but nvm...now i onli scared bout EOY espiecally Art de...which good person will help me print?? my damn printer, so sucky, come out those lousy photos...and i no digital camera leh..that Ms Ng also dun care when i tell her...she say i have to get it like that...wad the hell...nvm...

EVERYONE JIAYOUS FOR EOY!!! JIAYOU JAIYOU JIAYOU!!!!

The Teddy

29/9/09

2009-09-29T18:31:00.006+08:00

Yo me and sis!! i cant say yo ppl coz nobody's here...hahaz...anyway todae...

Everything went on per normal la...lets see if there's anything not the same...

Zoey changed seats with LiFang..dunno is which party wan to change de...Melanie was being ridiculous as usual..." Zoey y u sit here?? go back la..(pushes)LiFang u wan to sit here rite?? nvm la nvm la...u sit here, lai, sit.(pushes again)." LOL wads the prob with this girl lor??? she kinda crazy...if i was zoey, im sorry but i will be rather angry and be stubborn to change back...ahaha....

Recess and Lunches, Vanessa from 111, Harp Ensemble, KaiQing's fren, came to our class. Me, Zoey, KaiQing and her toked and blahs....and listen to songs...so Vanessa also hated "Nobody--Wonder Girls" hahaha....she is actually Victoria of Saxaphone's sis...i see....

P.E. i batted rather far....YAY!! but when i throw, my hand like cannot control like that, pushed downwards de lor.....

had E-Lit test and scored full marks...Its MCQ....hhaa...lol....then ACC test which i cannot find anything from the textbook...stupid book....

Went home with Evonne taking 198...we talked about my troubles...which was like repeating wadever Shirlene said to me that day...wad the hell is this.....i hate this...im lying to myself...OMG...AHH...i cant help it...i cannot go through the same process of being alone again...I SERIOUSLY CANNOT!!! wad the hell is going on!!!!

The Teddy

28/9/09

2009-09-29T18:30:00.005+08:00

Todae was actually a fine peaceful NICE day....but it became bad after lunch....

It started so nice...reach school was like walking and LiFang suddenly appear...scare me sia....then assembly and blahs....then Home Econs....cooked my TASTY "Spiraly World" haha....its nice okay!! i think i scored quite low though...

Then its recess....

then....i cannot rmb liao coz im continueing the post form ytr!! sorry..hahaz!!

The Teddy

24/9/09

2009-09-24T18:14:00.007+08:00

OMG paper one for EOY is tmr!! and yet im here.....lol....everybody worried for at more than paper one lor..realli!! u go ask them la!!! hahaz....todae, a lot of things let me refreshed my beautiful memories.....

Gindelin's Blog, saw eating ice-cream, shopping for present, and studying in the library....
rmb the times we 3 ate a little cup of ice-cream?? 1st time, me, jemaine and vivian. thats a small cup, and thats the funniest time. From that day onwards, Jemaine started to crave for more Hokkaido Ice-Cream. hahaz...Second and third time was with Jemaine and Shirlene, with the serving getting bigger and bigger..hahaz....the last time was after national day....we actually planned to eat at pizza hut, but too many ppl le. Buying presents was like and everyday homework. went shopping for joaquim's one for dunno how many weeks.... Studying in the library, with Shirlene and Jemaine. we said jokes in there, and tried so hard to not laugh out loud. its a LiBrAry!! hahaz...rmb we study for chinese?? and Jemaine was like teaching Shirlene about a way to rmb the words and their meanings?? haha...we formed sentences using those words for us to rmb more clearly about them. and in the end the paper onli came out a word of those we learnt.
The days of studying together nvr return.....

the word IMM on the whiteboard....
that day was planning to eat at Mac at clementi, but Jemaine didn't want and Shirlene And Evonne didn't had a choice. So Jemaine was angry as usual. So i accompanied her and she decided to go to IMM. We reached JE MRT and Jemaine noe there's a shuttle bus that would take us there. But we dunno where the shuttle bus was. so we asked around, asked so many ppl. we like some siao ppl like that, hahhaz....they say wad behind the popular, so we go there then see nothing. and went to ask more ppl. then still same thing. then at some place, we ask a auntie and she say is "here". as in the here la. so we waited and a shuttle bus came. we boarded it to IMM. we ate chicken rice and walk here and there. then we went to take the shuttle bus back. Then we realised the driver and the bus was the same ppl. lol...
Wad a Memorable Day. (: but it would nvr happen again....

The buses 188 and 963....
Now i take bus home almost every day. So almost everyday i will see 188 and 963. It reminded me of the times after band when me Vivan and Jemaine took bus home. My bus usually comes faster. of coz!! there was once Jemaine told me to wait until her bus come then i board mine. so i said if is single deck then okay lor. and realli is, so i let the bus went off, and 963 came...hahaz...Vivian was always rushing for time. she walk so fast until i keep panting. hahaz....
These days of bus-ing never came back...

All the stuffs we heard from talks....
All these stuffs, Ms Ng's reminding each other to study, studying together, todae's assembly, mediation. haiz...we had no hatred and no grudge, but y are we breaking up?? as in friendship okays, dun think wrongly hor....Even Evonne and Shirlene and Zoey are also leaving me far at the corner now....

Oops...i broke down again....sorry...
one more thing, todae was getting pretty much better becoz im finally resume speaking during lessons time!! for dunno wad reason. but now i noe something which is not realli comfirmed. She can have her friends, but y cant i ?? Y is she so selfish. Vivian tok to me todae, and i tok to her la.

If u tink im like veri irritating, always harassing you(eg.Zoey, Shirlene) tell me, i dun want to be the "yi xiang qing yuan " one.

The Teddy

22/9/09

2009-09-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

Happy BeLated Birthday Jolene, That TorTise Lover!!

Anyways, todae was not perfectly fine, since last monday, but its the same lar, since last monday. Im starting to lose trust in evrybody around me. I feel nobody is trustable becoz of that incident. Onli my cousin is. I tink i trusted too much in the ppl last time, thats why it resulted in this. But nvm.....my life's so normal?? cannot find a word to describe le. I hav to stay optimistic, remember??

Enough of rubbish. erm...the dream cannot be fulfilled, so do i go to pursue another one?? or should i be determine and stay on this dream till its fulfilled?? Opinions are allowed.

Gave Jolene her Birthday Prezzie todae. ya....

Eh....i wan to lock my blog coz there's spammers. Yup, i said spamming was allowed, but not like make all my messages gone rite. I noe who u r. U too boliao, y don't u go revise for EOY?? nvm...

"Do not trust people easily, yet have to learn how to trust people."
"Give up this dream to pursue another"
OR
"Continue till you reach ur dream, Never Give Up"

Teddy Girl

The last post for all to see

2009-09-20T13:03:00.000+08:00

I opened my blog again just to clarify that i'm not a loner. All the while, i didn't said i was a loner. I didn't!! I just said im like a loner. Y am i not a loner?? Becoz i still have people around me that cares for me. They are my frens.. im not frenless.. I can survive without the others...I wish i can. Mayb im just putting up a brave front, but i believe i can do it.

I dun wan to be a coward anymore. Mayb i will not lock up my blog anymore. Im not a coward, not a loner, and i will never be one EVER!!

I shall stay brave, stay happy, stay cheerful. I can still live my life without them. I CAN!!! U can see i mayb sad now, but i noe i will be back the cheerful JinLin once again. Time heals wounds. I believe in myself, believe in the ppl who cares for me and believe that time can heal my wounds. I shall not disappoint the ppl who care for me. I shall nvr be a Coward!!

Y m i repeating myself?? nvm.....

The Story of a Loner......sit back N enjoy.

2009-09-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

Now...here's the story of a loner...It all started like this....

How did the loner become a loner?? All becoz the loner told a fren the loner trusted a secret the loner couldn't spit a word. A secret is suppose to be kept secretive...the.....So, everybody started to ignore the loner and didnt want to tok to the loner. How pathetic the the loner was..but nobody even care about the loner. so...the the loner's story continues....

In School
That day was the start of the loner's lonely life...When the class was to get in pairs to do pair work...the loner didn't had a partner...coz there was an odd number of ppl in class. In the computer lab, the loner sat alone...During lessons time, nobody even bothered about the loner, i bet the ppl all forgot about the loner. The fren whom the loner was once close to did like the fren dislike the loner. The worst times were during recess and lunch times. the loner was all alone, everybody was in even numbers, nobody noes that the loner find that the loner was extra. the loner was the extra one in the class, the loner was left all alone...thats y the loner is called the loner. If the loner interrupted, thats a bad thing...so the loner dared not say anyting...

At CCA
At cca was one of the best times....coz the loner did felt like a the loner. the loner felt the loner was in them. The seniors were good to the loner. They did not left the loner out. That was the best parts i thot....However, cca is going to end with the coming EOY....

Studying
the loner thot studying hard could solve all problems...but it was wrong...The fren had another fren whose studies was veri good..the loner thot if the loner work hard enough,the loner would have frens...However, its wrong...the another fren even if he/she failed or wadever, the fren won't mind...so its no use working harder. But the loner had nothing else to do...so the loner decided to work hard to achieve the results....But without frens, the loner cannot concentrate on the loner studies....

Going Home
This was 1 of the worst parts too..the loner had to be thick-skin and go with the fren...the loner knows that the fren did not want the loner to be there....but the loner wants the fren back...so no choice! :(

At Home
not onli was the loner being left out at school but also at home...the loner stays in the loner aunt's house...the loner was often scolded for many things...small or Big...sometimes the loner thot y the loner was born....the loner shouldn't be born to add 1 to the number of ppl in Singapore...the loner wasn't born to be bullied and left out by the others, was the loner??

Thinking
the loner shed tears everyday in school...everyday...but the loner had to said the loner wasn't doing that....the loner wanted to cry out loud at home....but nobody would care....the loner had no choice....the loner wanted to transfer school...to her true fren's school or her primary school frens' school....or too any neighbourhood school...the loner just want to leave that school!! Leave that classs!!! Get Outof the EARTH!! Just Kill ME!!! Kill me and u wouldn't see me again....

The Lonely Teddy...

4/9/09

2009-09-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

Heyz ppl!! sorry ar...since last tues or wed..i dunno.....haven been posting. But nvm...im posting now rite?? aren't i? okay..so todae...

Geog and History was pratically the same...boring stuff....i kept trying to keep myself awake....ya..but i didn't sleep la...

Recess was spent..erm...oh! playing ball with Jemaine, Evonne N Jonathan....lolz...we were like bullying Jonathan..hhaha.

Art..Ms Ng didn't come...coloured the stuff and Mr Fonseka came in and teached us..WTH!! lucky dun nid hand up todae...

English spent doing oral practicing...Mr Tan came to ask me where's my oartner...n i said Joaquim....n i tink was too sad...i was gonna cry...yup i held back my tears...pretended is flu...n told the ppl i wasn't crying....hahaz!! =)

Lunch...went to have lunch la...woah...Zoey ate!! or was it ytr?? i tink is todae....cant rmb la...

Chinese...was toking to Vivian for almost the whole lesson..bout band stuff...haha...then when Mr Fu came in..Marvin gave me this Band Consent Form which i tink my SL ask him gimme de...Was shock leh!! Monday go 4 band frm 9 till 4!!! 8hours!! so sianz...then Evonne's Senior came to class to.....followed by Vivian's, Zoey's and lastly Jemaine And Shirlene's....Kentley was like saying...Band ppl so wu liao...cannot give all at one time meh?? haha

Maths...Mr Lin go wad innovation fair and me Zoey N Jemaine were doing the maths ws...and we somehow "argued" over a question...which i tink Zoey is rite now....i dunno la!!

End of school do some newsmaker and walking to the bus stop halfway then...phone was with jemaine...haiz....then dad come fetch me back..

Am i realli so irritating...so hateful?? It's like ppl dun like me like that....dun wanna tok to me....i thot everything was alright again.....but it wasn't....at least it wasn't that bad la...Ppl dun wan tok to me or they just too busy?? or was it my imagination??

Teddy Girl =(

25/8/09

2009-08-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hi pplz! woah...1 week more has past...sorry for not posting.....todae not posting much also....quite busy these few days....with Common Test, Teacher's Day Performance and stuff....

Common test results...haiz.....:

Eng-- 17/30 ( Bad) -C5
Maths-- 27-1/40 ( Worse) -B3
Chi-- 41/50 (Okay) - A1
Sci Overall--74/100 ( 1 more to A1!!!!!) -A2
Geog--17/30 (Bad) -C5
Hist.--Still Dunno--Sure fail de larh!!
E.Lit.--15/25 (Bad) -B4

Bad larh..

Band performing on Teacher's Day...Play "Eighties Gold" and thats all i can say...haha...tmr also got band..Thurs is rehearsal...I wan to wear Band U without Blazer and Tie...Ya......dunno y leh....

Haiz....Home Econ Research still haven started! so pro hor!! Anyway, todae went lot 1 with Shirlene, Jemaine n Vivian. went to eat at Pizza Hut n somemore take away 3/4 of a pizza...My aunt and cuz ate them. Has great fun...i tink my frens r back! Quite Happy...wish it lasts for long and nvr ends....

Teddy Girl =')

I don't mind the grp of u saying

just say among ourselves

no spreading pls

to nobody else

nobody....

15/8/09

2009-08-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!! erm...i got nth to say...eh....ahh...!!! dunno wad to say...Common test sucks! Results Sucks more and LIFE SUCks.....haha....ytr was watching tv wheni saw this program ad...and saw this guy who look like somebody...but i shan't say who...No...i would NOT say... and i got nth to say again...wad a random post.. anyway...Science is the last test in i hope i would NOT fail...I can fail NTH!! so do all of you kay?? good.

Vivian...you ended ur life alr?? so means u tagged my blog as a spirit?? haha...then since u r a spirit....come end my life then...so Yiling would not need to end my life.. haha...still got who wan to help me??

Teddy Girl =(

12/8/09

2009-08-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! It's common test and here i am, posting! well..nvm lar...i failing liao. Ytr just got back three test papers N im gonna cry. nvm..i falied Physics and Lit and Bio going to fail liao...so i must work hard! Cannot fail common test!!! ever read Little Ironies?? ltr i be like the Adeline....wahhaha...just kidding...i realli felt like dying lehz....ppl come to me say i going fail my physics...i fail leh ppl!!! actually im not scolding...im just kidding...hahaz! mayb im not..nvm lar. Seriously, i cant fail my common test. I CANT!!! CAN someone end my life?? NOW!!! PLS LET ME DIE NOW!!!

I want to work hard but i just cannot...i cannot stand the television...i have to watch it! Well...I just cannot fail!!!

If im not wrong...todae is Jun You's birthday...or it isn't? nvm lor..i anyhow say...Happy Early/Belated Birthday! lol...

Teddy Girl ='(
i cannot fail common test
wad am i gonna do?
i just want to end my life
someone!! end it NOW!!!

10/8/09

2009-08-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! Ytr was National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore! =) Ytr had the best national day i ever had. Went out with my cousins to East Coast Park. had great fun. Im not gonna say wad happen everything. im too tired ans nid to study for Common Test. haiz...
Anyway, me and one of my cuz rode a twin bicycle...and half way thorugh...it broke down...LOL....then we go anyhow fix and our hand all become black black...100 of ppl pass by no one willing to helP US!! so bad lor...then finally...got somebody come n help us and YAY, we rode the bicycle back....phew!! coz it broke down at the other end of where we settled down. Ltr then...we went to roller-skate..i screamed quite a lot lorhs....coz got one time at the slope there i slided down...and fell....haha.

At 6 like that...we barbequed...yummmy!! Then the 6 of us....children...went roller-blading again...but onli have 4 pair so me and another cuz ran....Very refreshing! the sweat...i also dunno how long we ran..

Realli had a great time ytr. But...Tmr's CT2....i scared i fail leh....Fail....here i come liao....haiz...sad!

Well....Wish Me Good Luck For My Common Test!!

Teddy Girl =)

3/8/09

2009-08-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hello! todae's post..well...nth much..as usual larh...but when to parade square for morning assembly instead...quite quiet..no is not quiet..is nobody tok to me..haha! Vivian lorh..come so late. nvm...
Maths--
Tok bout dunno wad...was listening..but didn't get anyting..Mr Lin gave Viva Voce and we doing our work. I cant get the answer so i was damn frustrated.
History--
Said bout the..erm......
Recess--
Was troubled by the Giant Skipping thingy...in the end didn't participated...nvm lar.
Geography--
Dunno WTH mdm Poon was saying...i was hearing n listening too...but i ....
HCL--
Tok bout new chapter....wow! i was listening? nvm...yarh..erm...
Lunch--
Little sad...Jemaine walked out to lunch without me....felt so alone...haiz...ate chinese wok and..????i forget
English--
Dunno WTH he's toking bout....he didn't change after NS...aiyo....
"Swimming"--
Played basketball...Got Vivian, Jolene..pian pian choose me go...im terrible at catching ball games!!! First match quite boring..second match i got the ball?!?!?! Jemaine got hit on the face by 111 girl de hand...OMG...she was crying realli badly....i was distracted by her....Luckily no ball came to me..ltr she ok again...and continue playing....Then...got one 106 girl, Wen Xin, say she got hit by one of us...Then is Jemaine or me oso dunno...in the end dun care.
Band--
Rehearsed at the parade square...and Harp break time...they all looking toward us...saw KaiQing, the 111 girl n Eileen and Tan Min. i tink they cannot see us..I blew then like no sound come out!! then i dun care anyhow blow blow...Terrible todae...Ltr dismissal suddenly the percussion player and the Band Major "fight". Damn scary...but see got a lot of ppl laughing away dunno wad. Siao...
Sum up--
Todae was slacking in class...didn't even understand wad the teachers r saying.....a little sad during lunch n was terrible during band!! haiz...Terrible day!

Teddy Girl ='(
She is not angry?
I still feel a little
she dislikes me is it?
ya i tink so
she is just acting like she is normal
but she isn't
im so hateful, dislikeable, irritating and lonely!

31/7/09

2009-07-31T19:44:00.000+08:00

Is it my fault? is it realli mine?? not yours?? Well, let Me give you all a scenario...:

U and 3 other friends walked to the MRT..then two of them ran away for fun. The other was carrying 3 bags...woah...."you" kindly helped her to carry one...and reached the gate there....she went in and went up the escalator saying she wanted to chase the other 2..."you" said to wait...but she said to walk slowly. "you" said that "you" will realli put that bag there and go off...and "you" did that twice. but...."you" picked it up again...and went up the escalator. Went up and saw them...felt pissed off...so just left the bag there and went off..
~~~~~~~~~~END of Scenario~~~~~~~~~
Well, "you" did sth wrong still...which is putting ur frens precious bag on the dirty ground. Ya...wad bout ur fren over there. I bet she must have thot that "you" are so 小气...little problem then so angry. But think again....if "you" hadn't treated her as one of the frens u trusted...will u feel this way? No....U wun. just saw this on facebook written by KaiQing:
A true friend won't turn their back on you just bcos you had a fight. They'll stick with you even when ure in deep trouble.
I can do that...onli if u would appreciate. okays? =) I know i have great jealousy...but u dunno...Im jealous becoz i do not have a person that sticks to me even if im in trouble...so i deeply needed one. Sorry for that lar..."you" onli apologise for putting the bag on the floor...nth else...

The Lonely, Sad Teddy Girl
I realli cannot stand it
I know im petty
i hav great jealousness
i promised to be the same jinlin again
onli if u can be my fren again

29/7/09

2009-07-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hello! actually ytr i wanted to post de..but then no time...hehe. Todae went to Lot 1 with Jemaine, Shirlene and Evonne. ate lunch at Pizza Hut....quite expensive...yarh....include GST adn Service charge become $6.95....then went library studied Physics....and went home...Quite a fufilling day...hhaha!! just did the maths quiz which was re-activated for ppl like me...then going to study Physics now liao lar....later like Bio like that...Sure Sure FAIL....haiz...

Teddy Girl
Tag Replies:
Jolene---ya lor...btw is medicine...haha. zi4 zuo4 zi4 shou4

27/7/09

2009-07-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz....todae i damn damn unlucky lor. Damn Mr jonathan quek.....stupid stupid idiot.....ahhh... F!!!!! see la...i so vulgar liao. hahaz....i was onli telling Jolene wad He said lor...stupid..I'm so sorry to Jolene and Vivian...i tink i caused them to do the punishment with me...SORRY!!! im so guilty....Vivian say wad veri lucky...so energetic..say wan to run again ....the Jolene say we steal the limelight...they got a little bit not zheng4 chang2...lol. ltr go band...then i cannot blow lor..so sad....Sherwin can leh..OMG....i cant evern read notes!!! then keep blowing out of tune. nvm...

Teddy Girl=(

19/7/09

2009-07-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

Woah...i seem so free. blogging almost everyday. wah..so tired..just finish my beautiful piece of artwork. too bad i cannot post it coz this com. dun hav webcam. it is ver ugly lar. erm..nth to tok bout leh..
oh! just to let u all take note that in a week's time i will be changing link to "teddy-lover-girl.blogspot.com" coz i tink i like teddies more than television. so take note ar...i wun tell u all de. im too lazy to do that.
N cca is resuming todae. BAnd tmr! ar...nvm. i hope i have great times with frens for this whole week!!

Teddy Girl =(

17/7/09

2009-07-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Wow....im posting again. todaE:

-Got to school as usual and...erm....tok to ppl bout the art. The circles.

-Geog and History learnt bout waterfalls and inference etc.

-Recess....walked with Vivian to the gate then went bac and saw Jemaine, Evonne and Shirlene. Followed them to give Shirlene's book to dunno who. was spinning book with Evonne and Jemaine. asked a lot of teacher's where is Mr Li. The bio teacher. then...i "forgot".

-Went for art and nid to draw a veri nice picture. My aunt say my pic. sucks! how hurting leh. the sky was a disaster...the paperlike going to tear.

-English....tok bout...Summary. Vivian was called as u see....todae is 17th....Vivian's index no. haha. she cannot answer so stand up lor. So pathetic.

-Lunch..ate Jap. with Jemaine then go back class and watched a free comedy...Lucheng and ZhenYang was like in prison...haha. undescribable.

-Then Chinese watched a video...Maths....NO VIVA!!

16/7/09

2009-07-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

Helllo!! i simply love ytr! went to lot 1 with Jemaine and Vivian. Had a great time. we shop at mini toons and action city for Joaquim's gift(again). then we ate Hokkaido Ice-cream. Cookies and Cream...Yumm....it was rather sticky. the funny part was that a cup rather small was shared between the 3 of us. haha. some students walk by then keep looking at us...so embarassing...haha.

Later i took the MRT home Myself. that day in school was realli boring. i mean everyday in school is so boring...i dunno wad the teachers are saying....nobody toks to me in class..im a loner.

Todae....boring. had lessons as usual. wad do u expect? Me and Vivian was scribbling on a piece of paper which Vivian wrote the chinese informal letter de Qn. we were toking rubbish. Oh ya..took class photo todae. wah...not even 5 min gao3ding4 liao. haha. i sit in front la. Sad....the thing is that Gindelin is quite tall yet she was sitting in front. I sat beside Mr Lin. >.<>

Teddy Girl =)

14/7/09

2009-07-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! this is last week's okay? coz i went out the whole day on sunday and was chionging homework on sat. haha. actually i wen to malaysia. Rest assure, i didn't get H1N1. lol! had quite a lot of fun. Spend most of the time in the bus sleeping with kacket and earphones on, cuddling into a ?? haha. i occupied two seats leh! haha. coz my aunt and uncle went to the lower deck of car where there are sofas instead. Uncomfortable...
The main reason of the trip is to eat durians. but the durians SUCK. so i didn't eat much...its like rotten most of them?? haha. the best part was the dinner. but the fish SUCKS. again..suck. haha. wad a boring entry huh? well..lets talk bout personal stuff. but here?? mayb not. mayb yes...
Since Joaquim left....im so lonely. 19 girls...im the one without a partner. Joaquim....now nobody goes recess with me...nobody talks to me....im so sad. Not really nobody but sometimes there are la.
im like so unsociable. im so irritating rite? im so unlikeable. im so rude. im so fierce. im so jealous bout the ppl. Ahh....Joaquim...come back. ='(

Teddy Girl-JinLin ='(
since she left
im all alone
sHe talks to her
im getting jealous
but wad can i do
she's left me alone...
no frens!

7/7/09

2009-07-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! its the second week of school reopen and so it seems like i didn't blog for the last week. erm..sorry. anyway, ytr was youth day and i went to Jurong Point to buy a swimsuit. it was damn expensive and i realli hate it coz it was expensive. haiz...its black with some parts blue and white. and its a whole suit and pants not skirt. SO EXPENSIVE!!! that's all i could say. i shan't reveal the price. anyway there's a discount. but its still expensive.

The first week. Joaquim left. OMG my tears r going to come again. calm...calm...After she leaves....im so lonely with a few ppl toking to me when they dun hav any one to tok to. sad rite?? I miss u Joaquim. ='( i shan't carry on.

There is nothing else to say....so see u nxt week which i dunno if i will blog a not but i will try.

Teddy Girl ='(
Joaquim is gone
and i have no frens
Im a loner
i wish i die

24/6/09

2009-06-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhh....few more days b4 a terrible thing happens!! the school reopens!!!! y r holidays so fast?? i spent all of it on doing hw!! and play too...hahaz. so fast!!! and just heard the news ytr thatr the holidays are not going to extend even though we voted for it on a website. saddening!!! how i wish it will extend. learning via internet also can. at least get to stay at home. haiz....
Anyway, i finished my HOMEWORK!! mayb not.....still left golden ratio and i dun feel like doing it coz i have to use the com. and once i start to use it...i will end up playing. haha. that's all la. sorry for not blogging for a week. Bye.

Teddy Girl ='( (so short)
i saw "you" again
at the cinema.
it realli wasn't u
but i kept thinking....

13/6/09

2009-06-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

Yay! the soundtrack teddy!! do u like it?? I LOVE TEDDY!! haha. anyway, i managed to put the teddy at somewhere visible!! =) im so proud of myself!! hahaz. But...i wanted to put some chinese songs but then hor the web cannot find then too bad lor. Sorry!!

Anyway, todae went to school for band investiture. the new band major is Aloysius and Drum major is Ashley. i wonder y he is holding some kind of funny thing.... like those of marching stick. haha. For my flute section, Vincent is the SL, and kina is the ASL. COngrats!! took pics with my seniors after that. went up to receive the band badge...and i was the first one!! i wonder y they put the flute section first....and i was the girl...so....ya. haha and sherwin's chinese name is also jin kind in english de chinese. u understand?? haha. So funny lor. haha. then had a buffet and went home la. thats all bout it. =)

Teddy Girl =)

BOF...sobs

2009-06-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hello~! hav u all been watching the show? oh.. i mean "Boys Over Flowers". im currrently at ep 23. its gonna end. I wonder if sth is wrong with the scriptwriter. how did he wrote such a pathetic story. Poor Ji Hoo. he's such a poor thing. he did so much for the girl he likes...yet he has got nth in return but just being her protector. How romantic....*sobs*. how would u feel if someone protects u from everything that will hurt you, but u simply leave the person and go to another?? terrible...isn't it??

Eh...oops! im sorry...i must have been too into this show and Kim Hyun Joong. hehe, now get back to real life JINLIN!!

Oh...Hey! im back! lol. just kidding la. veri sorry i kept talking about the pathetic Yoon Ji Hoo-Kim Hyun Joong. haha. anyway, he is really pathetic..how i pity him.....STOP. Im such a terrible girl, keep going on and on ..... =P

anyways, the quiz being tagged to do is not up yet...it might be up today..or mayb later some time...okays?? =)

so...im rushing throgh homework though its onli the 2nd week....i dunno y my mind keep flashing the picture of "Ji Hoo Sunbae" haha.....JINLIN!! get back to real life and stop talking bout him!! u guys might tink im faking...but wadever i tink of now...i type.

But......Kim Hyun Joong or Yoon Ji Hoo can Never ever replace my teddy bears and Jeanette Aw. excluding family and frens.....1. Teddy Bears 2. Jeanette Aw 3. Kim Hyun Joong(Yoon JI Hoo) aiyo...but the pics of teddy and jeanette so small..and hyun joong so big?? i cant find big and nice pics. sorry!!

Got to go....bye bye!! dun be mistaken ar!!

Teddy Girl =) (this proves that teddy is the 1st!)

Quiz being tagged to do

2009-06-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hello!! haha. being tagged by evonne to do this quiz. which consists of 100+ questions?? haha. anyway im bored now, so QUIZ TIME!!

1. Are you single- yea

2. Are you happy-now??ya

3. Are you bored- holidays ARE boring

4. Are you fair-as in skin no, as in the other fair...mayb

5. Are you Italian- Nope

6. Are you intelligent-I wish so

7. Are ou honest-mayb...

8. Are you nice-ask my frens. =)

9. Are you Irish- No

10. Are you Asian-Yes!

Ten Facts

1. Fullname: Sim Jin Lin =)

2. Nicenames: JL

3. Birth place: Singapore!

4. Hair colour: Black with little brownish unseen

5. Natural Hair style: Same. Long and Straight

6. Eye colour: Black

7. Birthday: 18 Nov =)

8. Mood: Now?? okok.

9. Favourite colour: Blue and White and Black

10. One favourite place you like to visit : any where peaceful..=)

Ten Questions

1. Have you been in love-NO

2. Do you believe in love at first sight- then thats not love!!

3. Do you currently have a crush- cant tell you. =)
4. HAve you ever been hurt emotionally- almost 100 times....

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart- Ya....but they have forgiven me =)

6. Have you ever had your heart broken- Ya....and it is still

7. Have you ever liked someone but never tell them- Ya...too shy...

8. Are you afraid you Commitment- my eng sucks and cannot understand haha.

9. Who was the last person you hugged- its been a long time.

10. Who was the last person you said i love you to- I have nvr said that.

Ten This or Thats

1. Love or Lust: Love...i dunno wads lust...like i said..my eng sucks

2. Hard liquor or beer: well......

3. Cats or Dogs: Dogs

4. A few best frens or any regular frens: Best frens is the BEST!

5. Creamy or Cruncy: Both!

6. Pen or Pencil : BOTH

7. Wild night or romantic night : Both is good..but i prefer romantic

8. Money or Happiness: Happiness!!

9. Day or night: im scared of nights..its the end of a good or bad day...

10. IM or phone: wads IM?? phone

Ten Have You EVEr

1. Been caught sneaking out- NO..haha...

2. Seen a polar bear- Ya

3. Done something you regret- everyday =)

4. Bungee-jumped- Ya

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor- Eww...but i do
6. Finish an entire jaw breaker- I SAID MY ENG SUCKS

7. Been caught naked- i dun tink so

8. wanted an ex bf/gf back- I dun even have one.

9. Cried because you lost your pet-I dun have pets

10. Wanted to disappear- Ya..Always

Ten Preferences in a Partner

1. Smile or eyes-Smile =)

2. Light or darked haired- anything

3. Hugs or kisses-Hugs

4. shorter or taller- neither...about same. up down 2 cm at most

5. Intelligence or attraction- BOTH

6. Topman or zara- for the 3rd or 4th time!!MY ENG SUCKS

7. Funny or serious- neither, average..funny and serious at the right time

8. Older or younger- did you heard of "age is not a problem" but i wan same age =)

9. Outgoing or quiet- Neither. average

10. Sweet or bad-u nvr heard me say bad guy to ppl in class meh?? i dun like. sweet is too sweet.

Ten Have You'S

1. Ever performed infront of a large crowd- Ya..i was in drama club rmb??

2. EVER talked on the phone for longer than an hour- i tink i have

3. Ever tried walking on your hands-ya..but i failed...=(

4. Ever been to a rock concert- No

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team- Does cheering for ppl counts??

6. Ever been on a dance team- in drama club, we always dance

7. Ever been on a sports team- PE counted??

8. Ever been in a drama play/production- Yup. act as background counted rite??

9. Ever own blah blah...let me cut short, cars--U wait till i grow k??

10. Ever been on a rap video- i rap but i dun videotake it kays??

Ten Lasts

1. Last phone call you made- my aunt

2. Last person you hugged- i dun hug ppl

3. Last person you hung out with- Vivian, Jemaine, Shirlene, Evonne, Zoey, Chen Xin

4. Last time you worked- Just now...i was doing hw

5. Last person you talked to- my cousin

6. Last person you IM'd- HUH??

7. Last person you texted- Dad

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with- i forgot.

9. Last person/thing you missed- Teddy!

10. Last website visited- youtube

Another

1. Real Name --> Sim Jin Lin

2. Nicknames--> JL

3. Zodiac sign --> Rat....i tink u r asking horoscope--> Scorpio. i bite!!

4. Male or female--> Female

5. Elementary--> South View Primary School SVPS

6. Middle School --> Nan Hua High School NHHS

7. University --> WAIT kay??

8. Friends --> lots of them which i can nvr name finish =) like real la

9. Hair colour --> Black with unseen brown

10. Long or short hair --> Long

11. Loud or quiet --> average la. i can be realli LOUD and realli soft

12. Sweats or Jeans --> Jeans

13. Phone or camera --> can i have both??

14. Health freak --> NO WAY

15. Drink or smoke --> i would love to try drinking..not smoking!

16. Do you have a crush on someone --> not telling =P

17. Eat or Drink --> BOTH

18. piercings --> on the ear

19. tatoos --> im scared of pain kays??

Firsts

23. First piercing : on the ear i told you

24. First best Fren : Shi Hui...which we no longer contact each other since we were P2...=(

25. First award: Abacus thingy woo...

26. First crush : wun tell you =P

27. First pet : fish

28. First big birthday: K2 in Kindergarten

49. Eating → nth
50. Drinking → nth
52. I'm about to → type this sentence??
53. Listening to → "Because Im Stupid" by ?? (just happen to hear it)
54. Plans for today → its already evening....watch tv ltr??
55. Waiting for → Dinner...haha

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids? → erm...
59. Want to get married? → its too early to talk bout this huh...
60. Careers in mind → Teacher...or just a dilly-dally?? haha
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
70. Shorter or taller? → Taller.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → both
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → NONE
74. Sensitive or loud → eh....none
75. Hook-up or relationship → eh...dunno
76. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
80. Lost glasses/contacts -> dun wear these
81. Ran away from home → no la
82. Held a gun/knife for self defense →i dun have one leh....
83. Killed somebody → haha...wouls u believe if i said yes??
84. Broken someone's heart →i dunno leh...i guess so
85. Been arrested →no
87. Cried when someone died →of coz!! or im not a human...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Yes.
90. Miracles → Yes.
91. Love at first sight → no.
92. Heaven → ya =)
93. Santa Claus → no.
94. Male Nipples → im sorry?? wads that?? haha
95. Kiss on the first date → NO....thats a bad thing

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now → ya...
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → not realli
99. Do you believe in God → mayb....

Another.
1. What is your favourite soft toy?- all of them!!
2. What is your favourite cartoon charactor?-Hello Kitty...im so childish
3. Who was your first best friend?-Shi Hui
4. Who was your first girlfriend/boyfriend?-i dun have one
5. What was your first trip to?- China
6.What is your favourite pets?- PupS!
7. Do you like going to school?- sometimes
8. Do you like studying?- NO
9. What is your favourite subject?- Maths or Chinese?? i dunno
10. Which teacher do you hate most?- eh...i forgot le..i hate most of them..haha
11. Who was your first enemy?- Nobody
12. Do you think you are lucky to be born?- not realli
13. Do you hate the way you are now?- mayb
14. Who was your first teacher?- i forgot liao
15. Do you have a pet right now?- no...
16. Did you ever thought what would you be like a few years later?- no
17. What is your hobby?- watching tv and mayb sleeping
18. Who is your favourite singer/band right now?- no hav
19. What is your nickname?- JL
20. Would you like to have a trustworthy best friend ever in your life?- OF COZ....and i dun hav it..=(

PPl tagged to do: anybody who wans!!!

2009-06-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hello people!! Here I am now. hahaz. just watch a real nice show. Joaquim talked bout the last episode of this which makes me so tempted and go to youtube to watch the whole show. i was planning to watch it on tv onli. but....nvm. hahaz!! Anyway, this show is callm"Boys Over Flowers". i reccomend ppl to watch it. if u dun wan, then nvm. the guy in white, quite handsome, and also veri de good in the show, but too bad he wasn't the MAIN character. too bad. Where else the black which looks quite ugly is. its reallli too bad! haha. looks like im too into this show. sorry then. =)

When for band todae, and it was a playing day. haha. i wish i could blog some more. but im being chased now. so sorry. Blog tmr lor. (i might not be able to =P) Going now. Bye!

Teddy Girl =)

Ji Hoo is such a nice guy,

i bet no one in the world is like him.

its just a show. =(

Results...=(

2009-05-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

Just went for PTC aka Parent-Teacher-Conference. wasn't veri happy bout it. onli glad that nobody scolded me!! =D but results damn bad lor!! so anyway:

English: C5 ='(
HCL: A2 =(
Maths: A1 =D
Science: A2 =D-unbelievable
Hist:A2 =)
Geog: C6 ='( -guessed it!
Lit:C5 -almost everybody in my class like that.
Art: B4
H.E. : A2
L1R5 Aggregate: 12-2(HMT) so is 10. not bad!! but im in sec 1.....
So....3 C's and 3 A's and 1 B. Its not that bad yet not that good. Its alright JinLin. Shall strive hard for nxt semester!! Jia You!!! =D

Teddy Girl =(

oops

2009-05-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

Heyz ppl!! the previous post was a daring one!! i hope i didn't mistake someone!! =( but then......my cousin accidentally deleted the post. hhahaha. sorry bout that. i got no time to write the post again. If i had the time i would write. ok?? thats all. i m hungry!!

Teddy Girl
missing you so much
hope you would go for class gathering

23/5/09

2009-05-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!! its another week. (I promised to blog at least once a week.(:) Went to the Peranakan Museum just ytr. in the bus...sth odd happen...and i hav been thinking bout it. y did i suddenly thot about that?? nvm. the musuem is at the National Musuem there i tink. It's not veri big, but it has got 3 levels. We took a grp photo b4 going in. hahaz. we are divided into 3 grps. and each grp had a tour guide. my grp took the longest time to finish the tour. firstly we saw a lot ppl which are now Peranakans. and where old perankans came from. then see the wedding stuffs like it. Me and Vanessa and Vivian were like talking bout them. and most frequent used sentence by me was "Ppl last time so rich!! everything Made of GOLD!!" haha. its true that everything was gold. then we saw some stuffs and proceeded to the food gallery where theres no food but equipments. and a lot of Kamchengs there displayed. to bad i dun hav digital camera. I wan to take photo leh. and my phone veri blur and no memory le. haiz....
After a while...4.20+ we left and went back school. Joaquim so poor thing still nid go dance. becoz if Gindelin goes and she doesn't, she will be dead. so once we reached school. Gindelin was like....chionging back to class. and joaquim was like walking slowlly. y leh?? key with jemaine mah. walk how fast also cannot get back into class. haha. then they went dance. i didn't regret now not putting dance as a choice. phew!! =D
THen i had to duty....so late le leh. anyway, some of us stayed to chat like wednesdays..until 5.45 then me and jemaine went home. others still staying back...so late le. later then band...actually not really. band.....
Band that monday was like first time for me, so late lorhx. 5.50 then let us off. actually considired early coz band actually ends at 6. then i bought ham and egg that day and went home alone. vivian and jemaine took taxi to cck mrt station. i reached home same time as jemaine when i asked her on tues. haha. 7.25 le...omg so late. luckily thur and ytr b4 7 reach le.
erm....thats all la. nth else... see ya nxt week!! =D

Teddy Girl =) when i saw his side view,
i thought i saw you,
i was very awake then,
and continued to look at him,
he suddenly turned,
and it was like the day,
when i last saw you.

16 May 09

2009-05-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hello!! another week just past like that....im having lots and lots of stress even without homework....haiz....the lessons in school are just boring...i look forward to school just becoz i can hav fun. laughing and laughing. y i laugh?? coz when jemaine laughs..its rather funny...and lots of silly things happen...whenever u see me...80% chance im smiling. =) smile!! anyway, ytr was Evonne's Birthday!!i gave her a box chocolates!! chocolates!! yay!! haha. Gindelin and Kai Qing were busy making a photo scrapbook, full with Evonne's pics with frens...no me..haha. some were pixel-lated(dunno how to spell)..Shirlene said is actually low resolution.
tmrs LiFang's Birthday...i hadn't got her a gift..iM giving her on monday...BeLATED present mAH..hahaz.
anyway, erm..nth la...friday going to Peranakan Musuem. wow..first ppl to go there. Holidays r coming!! YAY!! but i failed so many tests, receivr progress report sure die on the spot de...haiz...
English: FAILED!! 11/25 (test) Maths: 82/100(CA1) damn happy!!!
Chinese: 70/100 (CA1)DIE!! NID 80 LEH!! Science: i forget le!! haha..70 like that
Geog: 54.8/100..ALMOST all ppl 50+..HAIZ Hist.: i tink is 70
No more le la...........I WANNT TO DIE!!!!!!! haiz........

Teddy Girl =( I WANNA DIE!!!!!

wad a tired day!!

2009-05-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hello pplz! todae had home econ cooking test in the morning morning...and had NAPHA test in the afternoon afternoon. so damn tired. the home econ test i tink i did fairly well.(im not proud ar) ms yeo also nvr say anyting leh. actually she nvr say anyting to everybody. hhaha. i was rushing for time i anyhow cut the apple and nvr put the egg and potato to fry with cheese...and put to much water, cheese no taste le. =( haiz. me, vivian and lifang finish the whole salad there. haha. then i didn't eat anyting for recess. other ppl all eating their own salad.
and then just now just had NAPHA. my scores:
Incline Pull Up: 17 times...A...5pt Sit Up: 30 times...A...5pt
SIt NReach: 28 onli..E..1pt ='( Shuttle Run: 12.72...D...2pt
Standing Broad Jump: 155...C...3pt wow!!cant believe! Total: 16pt (haven + 2.4km)
Im so happy!! my sbj and ipu. thats all lla. bye bye!!

Teddy Girl =( /=)

salad cooking

2009-04-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

Heyz ppl!! sorry for not posting for 27 days...haha...anyway also nobody cme...post for wad?? myself to see?? anyway...usual thing...this friday public holiday!! no nid do duty again..haha!~!!!
Anyway, i cooked another salad todae.. try out mah. i cooked one on sunday but it was rather awful..coz the kiwi was so sour...spoiled all the food le...then todae's was PERFECT! the salad recipe: corn, apple, tomato, potato and cheese and biscuit crumb. i did a perfect thing!! woohoo!! i love it!! ate it all up le!! ahhahha....y i nid to try out the salad?? the h.e. exam. tmr is history test..haiz...my chinese onli scored 36.5/40 the zao ju lor...damn teacher...or i would get 42.5 le!! ahh!!! and geog onli get 12/20. actually get 14 de. 1 copy also copy wrongly..the otheer is the STUPID zhenyang lor!! gimme wreong answer...i actually correct de leh!! FREEAK!!! scored so bad..dun eveen dare to let my father see...haixz.....pls come tag me!! i might close downt the blog!! haiz....HELP!!

Nvr happy....Teddy Girl =( ......oh i miss u teddy!!! ='(

Happy April FOOL!!

2009-04-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hello!! todae was a bad day...firstly, i missed the bus...thenmy phone battery flat. back to school nth happen. i didn't get trick. coz my frens always didn't see me coming. hahaha. then we trik our frens. we say "there's spelling today!! " then the person says"huh!" then we say"April Fool!" haha. y onli april can fool and onli once in a year. 365 days over then another fooling day. so long...not fun..and morning assembly ms loy talk to us bout hairstyles and bla. damn!! the hairstyle must tie the wad french or wad grape. i forget le. must tie from top of the head all the way down. but the councillors all also dun hav..onli a few lor.
maths lesson we trick our teacher and on the way back i slept in the bus and when i woke up already at jurong point so i got home by another bus and it started raining heavilY!!! i tink todae is 13th friday bad luck day. haiz...
Anyway, Happy April FOol's daY!! don't get trick onli get treat. haha.. =)
OH wait! pls ask ur frens to visit my blog..thanks!! :)

Teddy Girl=)

a quiz...

2009-03-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hey! here's a quiz taken from evonne's blog. it was rather interesting so i decided to do it. the arrangement of names no offence k?? coz i forgot and remembered when it was at the last. hehez...seriously...y did i tink of the boys!!!!
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know,but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21friends to do the same. though i didn't tag them..hehe...

1.Jemaine
2.Yihui
3.Joaquim
4.Vivian
5.JunYou
6.KaiQing
7.Shirlene
8.Hensley
9.Andrix
10,Andrew
11.Xavier
12.Gindelin
13.evonne
14.Jolene
15.YiNing
16.Kentley
17.LuCheng
18.ZhenYang
19.YingYinG
20.Ying YiN
21.Aaron

*How did you meet 7? (Shirlene) erm...NHHS 105
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*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?(YiNing) oh...erm...nvr noe her lor..haaha
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*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Ying Yin)(Jemaine)
oh..my cousin and fren?? they r not les ba...
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*Have you ever seen 17 cry?(Lu cheng) huh?? nope..
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*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Vivian)(Kentley)mayb...
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*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?(Evonne) ok...
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*Do you think 11 is attractive? (Xavier) Xavier?? okok
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*What’s 5’s favorite color? (Jun You) i tink is blue..mayb not...im not close to him...
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*When was the last time you talked to 9?(Andrix)the recent gathering during march holi...
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*What language does 8 speak? (Henseley) Chinese and English and mayb Singlish.. vulgar
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*Who is 13 going out with?(Evonne) i dunno but i noe she__________________
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*What grade is 16 in?(Kentley) sec 1
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*Would you ever date 17?(LuCheng) NVR!! he is so tall and not my taste...
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*Where does 18 live?(Zhen Yang) ehh...dunno..how would I know??
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*What is the best thing about 4?(Vivian)She is pretty(as everyone says)
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*What would you like to tell 10 right now?(Andrew) nth...
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*What is the best thing about 20?(Ying Yin) she's my best cousin ever!!
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*Have you ever kissed 2?(YiHui) NOPE...NVR!! im not les, neither is she..
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*What’s the best memory you have of 5?(JunYou) he's a teddy bear everyone says...
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*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?(Vivian) Nxt monday
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*How is 7 different from 6? (Shirlene)(KaiQing)
KQ is more emo..no offence!! and shirlene is not emo?? haha...NO OFFENCE Sorry-
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*Is 2 pretty?(YiHui) she say she's not..but ok i tink
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*What was your first impression of 15?(YiNing) she looks innocent..haha
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*How did you meet 3? (Joaquim) NHHS 105
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*Is 15 your best friend? (YiNing) nope...
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*Do you hate 12?(Gindelin) NO..y wuld i??
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*Have you seen 18 in the last month?(ZhenYang) yes...classmates mah
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*When was the last time you saw 16?(Kentley) this morning till 3+
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*Have you been to 5’s house? (JunYou) no...
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*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?(andrew) nxt gathering
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*Are you close to 11? (Xavier) we r classmates..i dun tink so
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*Have you been to the movies with 4? (ViVian) nope...
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*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?(Hensley) yes..bout yihui lor...
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*Would you give 19 a hug? (YingYinG) idk
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*When have you lied to 3?(Joaquim) nope and nvr
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*Is 11 good at socializing?(Xavier) ya...all 105's noe
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*Do you know a secret about 8?(Hensely) i dunno...short term memory
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*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. (Gindelin)(ZhenYang) classmates
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*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?(Andrix) he jokes
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*What’s the worst thing about 6?(KaiQing) emo(scary)
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*Have you ever had a crush on 17? (LuCheng) NO And NVR
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*How long have you known 2?(YiHui) 3 years
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*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?(Evonne) no...but quarrels
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*Does 11 have a bf/gf?(Xavier) idk
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*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?(Jemaine) NOPE and NVR
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*Has 21 met your mother?(Aaron) yes...he's my cousin
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*How did you meet 11? (Xavier) NHHS 105
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*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?(Joaquim) no
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*Do you live close to 7? (Shirlene) she lives in yew tee and me in boon lay...no
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*What is 8’s favorite food? (Hensley) onli yihui noes
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*What kind of car does 1 have?(Jemaine) She diesn't have a car or license
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*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?(Andrix) last gathering to the beach with others
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*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?(Jolene) tortise soft toys
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Teddy Girl =) try it out!!

Annual dunno wad run

2009-03-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

Helloz ppl. sprry for not posting for 2 weeks. i nt going to post wad happen on march wed but todae. i "xia ding jue xin" to run on tue/thur. or else i will always run slower than the others. like todae. im the last. i feel that i let down 105. haiz...run so slow..last leh. i scared ppl blame me. ppl all sprinting the whole distance but i down there slow jogging...till the last then speed up. haiz...i hate myself for being such a SLOW runner!!!!!!!!!! i shouldn't have taken part lor. all my classmates their faces all so angry like that. but i dun tink so. just feel that way. anyway, there is 4 runs and 2 relays for each gender. i ran the 100m, 200m, 400m, 800m. the rest other ppl run. of coz la. expect me to run all?? ltr i die. when i reach s'pore poly, saw the track so big, me and vivian felt like fainting. i wish the whole track was 800m. then i can probably not get the last. but also mayb get last.
fine, lets not talk bout me and me slow. firt thing, shirlene did well in the 100m. wow!! yilin and lifang also!! YEAH!! then me badly. haiz.. the boys quite well done too! kentley, marvin and han xin. though i didn't see han xin. marvin ran the 200m then he fell down twice. who ask him "gei kiang" tried to cut other ppl's lane. i tink he heard evonne say he shuai to happy then fall down. HAHA..got another person nearly step on his head. hahahah.
Xavier also ran 800m. but he was good lor. when we cheering for him, he overtake a boy and he say bye bye to the boy. hahaz. but i too tired cannot laugh. lol. b4 any races., someone ask xavier how long is the whole track then he by mistake say 100m. then i say" huh?! means i run 8 rounds. i die halfway lo." haha. if 8 rounds that will be 3.2km. not more than road run leh. but everytime i run i didn't noe 400m so long lehz. it should be shorter. i tink i ran bout 5 min rite?? i broke my own record then.
wow...i type so much. go liao bye. WISH WE all get into the finals!!! me...sure sure 100% guarantee cannot get in.

Teddy Girl ='(

Commone tests....

2009-03-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl! just got back the common tests paper except Bio. and i forgotten how many MAIN subjects r there, haha. is 9 rite?? but.....eNG, maths, chi, bio and physics(dunno is 1 subject or 2), e-lit, art, geog, hist...wow...i got 9 subjects now...sth wrong with my counting. but if bio and physics is same subject then 8. haiz....
anyway, these r my marks, i must be proud of my marks to show them on the blog....haaa.i m just crazy to put them alll here.... i must be...
Eng: 18/30 B4 Maths: 31/40 A1 Chi: 39/50
not surprising quite gd OMG!! wad happen??
Physics:18/25 Lit:15/25 Geog: 14/20
So bad.... So bad too.... ok ok.........
History: 16/20 Art: - Bio:-
okok....

that's IT!! bye bye..

Teddy Girl =)

Road Run and mass games at West coast

2009-03-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

Heys!! just a question first?? am i sun-tanned or sun-burned?? my arms, legs at the another joint, also my face r tanned/burned. hahaz. how sad. it was burning during captain's ball playing. BURNING!! i felt like gonna faint like that lor. haha.
had road run first, 3.5km. wow??!! so tired after that. legs like jelly. Zhen yang was the first boy in the wholesec. 1 cohord. and the girls didn't won anything. but joaquim was the first in our class. 4 boys from our class got the medal. i was also the top 10 girls in the CLass. then had picnic but i think i ate sth contaminated, as i started to feel sme pain in the stomache once in a while. i ate bread and ham onli. still got cheese, veg, egg and tuna and sauces. the eggs and veg left quite a lot.
then had mass games. for sec 1 is captain's ball. dunno y is it called captain's ball. haha. Joaquim, Kai Qing, Melanie, Lu Cheng, Marvin, Hong Xiang, Xavier and kentley were the main players. They played so well!! We cheered well too. haha. The first round got 3 rounds, where all our oponents scored 0. we actually at the finals is against 103, but 101, the sore losers, want to rematch with 103, and 101 won. so in the end they played against us. THEY were so rowdy, stupid, helly, freaky, vulgar-ly, and all the bad points. it all describes them well. realli!! they pushed our team members down, and pointed middle-finger, said physical contact instead of body contact. haha. they r just bad la. In fact, all the other classes cheered for 105!! Yeah!! we r so popular. haha. but in the end, at the last few seconds , they scored another goal and won. wad a win!! i tink they will nvr ever sleep in peace. if we fight against 103, they r fair. if they win, we would also congratulate them, but not 101. NVR!!
Bad people, bad guys. FridA...the roudiest girl ever seen, and flirtest too. nvm. we won!! in our hearts we WON!! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 105!! Hip Hip HOORAY!! Hip HIP HOORAY!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!! 101 r sore losers, the Losers of the LOSERS!! haha...

bad things all day round...

2009-02-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!! hows ur common test?? or u dun even hav 1?? haha. my common test still haven finish, haiz...anyway, todae is not friday the 13th rite?? or is it?? quite a few bad things happen, but not all concerns me though.
First, there's the literature common test..I HATE LIT!! i tink i will fail it. i m prepared for failing lit. and eng. then, when carrying bags into the classroom. WTH!! my bag the one side of sling broke !! i m also prepared for it to break. coz it looks like it is gonna break in no time. then luckily Jemaine help me dunno how tie to sth then can carry. luckily it's carry-able.
But then Jemaine's water bottle the drinking part broke. lol. things keep breaking. then ltr PC lesson got scolded by ms ng for class-tee not ready. y is she so impatient? nvm. we r in the wrong too. after pc is enrichment lesson. went to the auditorium for the 2nd time. hahaz. veri boring. then we watch a show, all lights off. can sleep u noe. but...teachers patrolling around. haiz...
after this then go home lor. it is also the boring part of the day. haha. guess i m the onli one who hates going home. i love it!! but it is the travelling part that makes me hate. btw, i saw two big trees that i love...1 got pink flowers like those in japan and the other white. eveery now and then, they will hav some flowers falling down. the whole grassland which the trees r planted and the surroundings like snow time. all the flowers ,not the petals onli, drop and drop. haven drop finish eh... haha.
March holidays still long time to come. but i already noe that i Mon cannot, Tue cannot and mayb FRi. haiz...wad a "holiday"

Teddy Girl =) who now doesn't nid anybody

the "special" class

2009-02-19T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hello all!! Sorry that i nvr posted for weeks. Very sorry!! coz i 1 week can onli use the com. for 2 or 1 day excluding weekends. poor thing rite?? i also tink so. haiz....pity me la... and also nobody support my blog anymore...HOW SAD!! i m so sad....:'( how to attract more ppl ar?? help me tink of ways la...PLS!! anyway, my class is...veri separated i suppose. the class-tee colour also cannot decide. either, HOT PINk....or BLACK. i support black. yeah!! haha. but already decided that it was HOT PINK. wad a girly colour!! will the guys wear it??? i suppose not. it is so obvious wad!! PINK u noe!! some more, it is a brighter clolour than normal pink. HOOT. haah. but btr than red, for me.
and also the road run and mass ggames. we r going to West coast park for them. girls running 3.5km while the soks...4.6km. haha. there's also this mass games which i am the referee. i always want to interfer into sth. but i cannot play captain ball well. so i go support them right infornt of them. haha. the marvin veri bad la. say evonne's size cannot play captain's ball. INSULTING PPL. stupid him. anywayy this is my blog i can scold him for wadever i wan. HHAAA.... he go change evonne to the reserves and kai qing to main team.Bad GUYS!! =(
another thing is my poor little pet, which i fed for 3 days continously then nvr feed for 6 dasys or so. SOORRY!!
Oh ya!! went to the science centre last sunday with qh and yh. it was fun. another thing thats bothering me....COMMON TESTS RR COMING.....nxt week. OMG!! i cannot afford to fail!! i failed 2 class tests: lit and geog. i cannot fail any tests any more. i was scolded like hell. as some kpo cousins saw wad i wrote at facebook and tell my aunt. haiz....my dad didn't scold me la. =)
gtg study for the 7 tests now...i tink i will fail art. ahah.

Teddy Girl ( stressed up) =( /=) where is teddy??? :'(

a lot of things shld hav said...but forgot all...

2009-02-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

Heys!! sorry for not posting for a looooonnng time. and anyway nobody visit, so y shld i write more?? talk to myself ar?? unless u find ppl to tag...hahaz...
Well, today we wanted to change chairperson. ok lets put the ppl as ABC...., but same person maay hav dif. alphabet. coz i dun wan to offend ppl. and ppl who i offended and i didn't noe that, SORRY!!
So we hav to write who we tink will be the best to take over. and so we write and..... then enrichment time, quite fun. then....Our co-form teacher, came in with a piece of paper, then most ppl vote for A. but B dun wan to be. so we didn't force C. and then teacher ask us to consider if u wan the former cp to hav another chance, or D. she scolded us...haiz...E was the one suggested change, and F didn't wan.
Confised rite?? but i dun care u. u noe then noe, dunno then dunno lor. hahaz... Well, common tests r coming and class tests r bout to end. TESTS!!! Stress!! Rhymes...haha.

Teddy girl =) where's the teddy?? i missed him/her/it.....

class photo again...

2009-01-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hello!! here to post my class photo. 6.11 0;8 photos r up, now the 105 0'9 photos!! haha. DUN U TRY TO SPOT ME!! i look freakingly stupid!!! AHHHhhhhhhh.............. haha.

no topic

2009-01-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! CNY is over.....actually.....NOT. CNY is 15 days. haha. Studies resumed back. I seriously dun like thursdays!! not hate, coz there r fun...but veri rush, that's y i dun like.
Wear tie on that day. Then 1st period is P.E. wad for the tie when u hav to take it out agaiN? haha. Then ran 2.4km. 1st time...haha. luckily i didn't fail---14min 40s. YEAH!! then after that was Home Econ. Quickly go and change and rush up to 5th floor. 5th leh!!!! no energy liao. Then we cooked Chicken Macaroni. It was YUmmy!! then 1 grp is 1 boy 1 girl. AiYO!! my partner is VCP. Vice-chairperson. then i was cutting the veg. he cutting the chicken then he say switch roles. haiz...the meat is cooked alreaady leh!! Veri Nice!! i will cook it again.
Today my aunt and family go Genting Highlands. So i hav to come to my grandma's house. I alighted at senja instead of Jelapang!!! haha. coz i alighted with jemaine. then i veri clever de...haha. jk la. then i walked to her house la. now typing this blog. and no more.
I tink i gonna change blogskin. Use for veri long le. And I Wish to hav a 6.11 o'8 gathering. wonder who will plan it. AND....during march holidays we gonna watch a movie. haven't decide yet...haha. Have A Nice DAy!! =)

Teddy Girl =)

CNY!!! =)

2009-01-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

It's the 2nd day of CNY today!! And i am here to write a post..haha. CNY is a veri impotant day for the chinese as the whole family gets together to have a renioun dinner and chat and....gamble...haha. I gambled too. and won bout $1-$3. haha. Visited my grandma's house ytr for the whole dAY. so boring. all my cousins busy playing with computer. PSP, and Xbox. Get together.?..haiz... today no fun at all. i dun wan to say. But i m still veri happy as CNY is a festival for us to enjoy!!! children loves it as they get to get red packets!! haha. and play!!!
JL, wishes everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Xue Ye Jing Bu!! Shen Ti Jian Kang!! Xin Nian Kuai LE!!!!!!!

tEDDY Girl =)

Yesterday was fun.....

2009-01-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had so much fun...went back to SVPS to visit teachers. But b4 i found my chinese teacher, we were chased out my the OM. so sad.... :'(Then, me, alicia, qian hui, yi hui and hensley went to lot 1 to hav our lunch. But, on the way, alicia went and then in the food court, after some time, yi hui also went. so left me, qh and hensley. We chat for a long time. Qh left her bottle in school so we went back to get it. and thinking we could sneak in....but cannot...so sad... :'( qh went in on her own and she came out after a while.SUCH A PITY! we shld all leave our bottles in school so we can get tosneak in. HAAH. then ltr we chat for a while then go home liao....

I wish we could meet again during the june or march holidays....

Teddy Girl =)

CNY

2009-01-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

So the pictures nice?? CNY is coming soon....YEAH!! can get red packets and eat lots of goodies!! but onli 2 days, so sad. Tmr i going back to SVPS to celebrate CNY?? hhaaha. I tink so...i also dunno we go back to primary school. The form write 11.00am i also dunno is 11am can go back or 2.30pm lor...haiz....
I tink 6.11 everyone go back leh, rite?? A lot ppl say Yi Hui going leh. Miracle?? haha. But I Wish SHE will go....and everyone. Mrs Lachman would be so shock..or wouldn't she?? anyway i dunno nid bring gift a not. no nid la rite?? so troublesome leh. Teacher's day then i buy la.
And....i regretted joining Band. The flute gave me a headache. But i cannot back out now. Must "ren" lor. i tink familiar liao then ok liao lor. I just veri "tong ku" for this year.
AHHH......battery gonna finish. Bye Bye!!
Wish EVERYONE a Happy Chinese New Year!! =) and Wish 6.11 ppl will go back to SVPS tmr!!!

Teddy Girl =)

2009-01-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

Photo of class 6.11 o'8, so decent....

Close up... can't see me...haha.

up!!!
Funny Photo, so funny....some ppl like too embarrassed.

6.11 0'8 of SVPS!! cute and funny ppl......Remember always......

Teddy Girl =)

Orientation camp...

2009-01-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

Sorry!! so long nvr post....Coz i thursday reach home late, friday and saturday is OC camp. i just got back from camp this afternoon. IT WAS FUN!!! so many GAMES!! haha. got a lot of games.....woah... shld i say the whole of camp?? or just say the exciting parts?? i say the whole thing la.

Morning.........went to school, morning assembly. didn't bring book... :P. then talk talk. go put bag. then gather at the hall. Principal declare Opening ceromony. YAY!! all cheer lor. then start to have cheering competition. Keep shouting and shouting. but i still hav my voice here with me now....haha. cheer is like 105 OII!! then we say OII!! all the stations must do a cheer, not the same la. then 1st station quite soft then become LOuder and LOUDER..then everyone no voice and tired then go SOFTER...softer... haha. played a LOT of games, and games and games.

1st game is must pass objects using body parts not hands and 1body part onli can use once. my class passed 5half objects out of 7. Yay. 2nd game is got a lot of holes then each hole can onli hav bout 1-3 ppl passing through. i was CARRIED. who ask me so small-sized. it was fun(being carried, haha.) then got 1 boy left, no one can carry him so he jump over. then eveything collapse, sigh...i tink our marks then become so little... :'( Another game , we hav to be blind-folded. then the councellors will tell us wad animal we are. i was a Goat. then we must make the sound of our animal in order to be together with our mates. 1 animal got 6 or 8 ppl i tink. then SUDDENLY got one boy also goat come hold my hand. I SO SHOCK LOR. i keep lossening it but.....i can see a little, i peeked..haha.

Afternoon.....had a japanese lunch. then go back to playing games. some games not fun so i dun say.the most fun game aafter lunch was the construct a net game. i tink the victim so poor thing. he hav to sit on the net we made using ruffia string. he veri heavy, we all pull veeri hard.... other games not fun liao la. then we go to hall and the councellors teach us the OC dance. quite easy, we dance that dance the nxt day, the disco time.!!! Then we hav the Tirbal Runway, like model show like that ar. My class model is the tallest boy in the whole sec.1 !! 181cm...he so poor thing lor. we make him up until i thot he was a ghost!! haha. my teacher keep laughing and laughing.

Night.....dinner....then got orientation nite. is the school alumni come and perform for us de. then....THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN HERE....night activities.....got obstacle race which nids to be blind-folded again. i was still peeking...haha. Haunted House!!! Quite fun lor.my grp keep laughing lor. and say HI!! tot the ghosts...and act scared haha. the 1st house say some ghosts stories then i little bit scared so 2nd rm nvr go in. but i went in to the 3rd and 4th rm. so funny. hhaa. the coffin girl veri fake de lor. we keep putting the lightsticks in front of her. haha. then wash up time and go to sleep. we sleep for onli 4h like that lor. 1 waiting for hair to dry and 6 wake up. so tired.

Nxt day...Morning....wake up and bla bla bla...then hav morning excersise.Breakfast time. then DISCO!! we any how run around the hall and dance. haha...then principal come in and say no play time liao...so sad... then prize presentation. My class was the Most Dertemine CLASS!! Yeah!! i so sad when leaving and going to break down. i also dunno y nowadays nth but any how going breakdown. haiz...

Teddy Girl =)

CCA Extravangaza

2009-01-10T14:46:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school, SO late, and on saturday?? haha. got the CCA extravangaza. is compulsory. we r suppose to take a look at ALL the CCAs in NHHS. i tink other schools have more CCA lor. we onli got 28.
On the form, nid to have 1 uniformed groups. and must select 3 other choices. so if cannot get in to the 3 then go the uni grp. I tink i will out NPCC as the uni grp. i got 5 preferrence, but can onli choose 3 more. gimme some suggestions. the 5 r : Table-tennis Club, Calligraphy Club, Chinese Drama Society, Dance society and Band. pls gimme sugggestions!!! Thank YOu Veri Much....hahaz....

Teddy Girl =)

introduction of teachers....

2009-01-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

The most boring post ever i guess...i got nth to do so i post lor...he he. Today teachers come in for lessons, but didn't hav lessons. I bRing so many books leh. HEAVY!! and they nvr teach!! AHH......So heavy lor.... :'( tmr and friday also heavy liaoz.....SO MISERABLE.....

Maths teacher---Mr. Lu
Art teacher----Ms Esty Ng
Apprieciation of Chinese Culture teacher---- Ms Ng
Bio teacher----Ms Loy Xue Qian
Chinese teacher----Mdm Leong(y mus this name??)
Literature---Mr Peter Tan
Geo/EL/Physics/P.E./History---still dunno =)

Teddy Girl =/

last day of fun.....

2009-01-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz...tmr start to studay again ..... so sian.....today keep shouting. WOAh....the councellors voice veri loud de worh. 1 to 38. she win lor. and also got 6 to 38, but they still win for sure. veri veri de loud de lorhx.....so scary.....:s. played double whacko, finally in my life for the 1st time. and a stupid game call honey, honey i love u. eeeeeee........*vomit* got 1 student leader keep going around calsses shouting 10_ ui!! then we shout back. siao one la. then she got sore throat. hahaz...last day of fun...so sad. :'( tmr start to carry heavy bags......listen to nagging teachers talking.....stare at the whiteboard like crazy....haha. sit in front leh. wad if i fall asleep. I do that. u can ask some ppl from 6.11 o'8. they saw me, hahax.... so scared i fall asleep lor.....i dun like it..... :'(.....wish june holidays faster come....hha.

Teddy Girl =)

First day of school....

2009-01-03T14:54:00.000+08:00

Harlos!! Sorry everyone!! i this few days no time and some days too lazy so today then post lor, also can post wad happen today..... hahaz... wad happen....erm....wait ar. cannot recall anything lehz??? huh?! i forget everything totally! not totally lar, lets see if i can remember anything a not......

15min ltr....i still cannot remember sia??!! 1 by 1, nvm lorx...

i tink wad happen is like this?? woke up in the morningthen do those usual things. dad took me to school by bus. wait for veri long bus came. scared to be late whiles in the bus. a lot of STUDENTS in the bus. nvr seen b4 so many students in a public bus b4. they got off 1 by 1. left a few liao...then alight and walk for 5min or so to school. a lot of ppl come in by back gate than front gate leh. went in found my class, 105, then go and queue up lor.

morning assembly ytr, sing national anthem, chinese pledge, then school song, in both lanuguages. hahax..some dunno who talk talk a bit then go back to class. the teacher talk talk a bit also like that la. fill up some forms, then the teacher let our class go reces. reach canteen like onli our class haha. me and yi ning and vivian look here and there then go buy food. so weird...

ltr go hall and a lot of ppl talk and talk dunno wad. a lot thIngs la. i can remember. then go for lunch?? haha. school actually ends at 2.30 but for today,tmr and friday is 1pm. so went for lunch. i was damn thirsty so bought a drink.hahaz...
then, sorry so many days liao i forget liao ler...nvm lor, talk bout today!!
same thIngs in the morning. quite happy today la. Met a lot of new frens and talk. FRENS!! haha...tmr got class picnic, dunno wad to bring lehx....nvr bring later nth to eat for recess...sobs.... :'(. played whacko today. my class the councellors call Nicollete and Lito. weird but nice name lor.haha. then play nan hua bingo. yi hui laugh when i said that. go around school find places, complete challenges. like Singapore sth sth challenge leh. or little red dot. sth like the game also. nth else liao la. go home. My pet,haha, so many days nvr play com. but nvr change anything leh...hahaz...go chat liao BYE!!

Indeed My FRENS!!! =)

2008-12-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

Woah....Long time no see huh?? haha. Went to have a hair-cut today. Nvr change hair style la. Just trim here and there and fringe. Doesn't look like any change, he he. but i touch like short. dunno how to tie 2 plaits now....hah.
='( I am sooooo HaPY!! Until i cry tears of joy. I didn't know i have so caring frens. I appreciate their help . I DUNNo how to thank them. ='( I realli REALLi have to say " THANK YOU EVERYBODY". Oh! and to the spammer---Thank you so much too!! haha. becoz becoz of ur spamming our frenship is even more stronger. HAHA. Wish we will remain the best of FRENS. Foerver......Woah...just right 7 colours.....

Teddy Girl =)

(PS: wonder wad i say will touched the sapmmer haha. JK la spammer.wonder when u reveal ur own name...)

Merry Christmas!!!

2008-12-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!! Wish everyone a Merrily Merry Christmas.....
We Wish u a Merry Christmas,
We Wish u a Merry Christmas,
We Wish U Merry Christmas.....
And a Happy .......New Year..... :D

the taxi turvee....and escape theme park FUN!

2008-12-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

Long time no post huh? here to post again....a few days ago went to buy books, haiz...wad a taxi tuRveeeee....i altogether went on 5 taxis!! 5!! haha. 1st, took a taxi to nan hua, then went inside buy books la, but then not enough money...diaoz....so my father went to borrow money from his fren. Took another taxi. I told him to take train or bs but he dun wan, wad to do?? then took the same taxi back to nan hua. This time pay liao then went back home. On the way home, in another taxi, i look through the books found no chinese books, ....reLLi veri diaoz...I ask my dad to ask the driver turn back but he dun wan. slighted just in front of my house. Took another taxi back to nan hua to tell the book-seller. then he give us another pack f books on the table, was ours!! then toook it and went home in ANOTHER TAXI!! haven't i had enough of taxis?? it got me a veri Bad headache...felt do terrible the whole day.
In the evening my aunt went orchard but i didn't go...still having that headache, but still can play computer, he he. (:
That was quite a bad day, ytr was a FUn day!!! went to escape theme park with my frens---Qian Hui, Yi Hui, Michelle, Yi Ning, Yu Han, Hensley(onli boy) and me. Had such a fun day!! think the others also felt happy. 1st ride was quite scary!! my 1st time leh. Qian Hui loves to go on the Pirate Ship. can see that. She went on it 2 or 3 times i guess. I love the water game, but onli me, Yi Hui, Yi Ning and Hensley played it, others went home. We got ourselves wet, not drench. :( haah.It was realli a veri FUN day!! wish nxt year will hav it again, gatherings r rare....I LOVE this day....
Last thing for this blog.the spammer. Guess didn;t read my rules bah....spam my tag like was his/her. I post everything on MY blog cannot ar?? ur business Ar!! come again?? get it from me lor...not scared ar?? just a girl mah?? so?? My FRENS will help me de. Dun believe?? Freak off...

Teddy Girl (mad at freakers/spammers)

Secondary School.....

2008-12-18T09:30:00.000+08:00

Big day on 18dec...wish everyone gets into their dream school!! I didn't get into my DREAM school, but i got into my 2nd dream school. Which is not anymore now. Nid to tie 2 plaits!! or cut short hair above shoulders....Waste a lot of time leh!! how??? die.... u noe which school now?? Nan Hua High School!! of coz la. wad stupid rules of tieing hair....LoL!!! i dunno to be hapy or sad.Haha. i wanted to get into rv when i noe i cannot. haha. Well nvm.
Went to school at 10am just to collect a certificate. I travel 1h leh, but onli stayed 5min in school. Lol. haha. it's like such a waste of time!! The nxt day....
Went to Nan Hua. Dropped off at Clementi MRT station with my father. Haiz...walk to the school like wanderers like that....then finally found the school, then walk and walk, REACH FINALLY!! Yay! Lol. Went to the canteen and saw..erm..i tink got 8 stalls like that. I saw the stall name, 1 of them is japanese cuisine the other is western food. Is all in chinese and english. Then went to the hall, as big as SV one i tink. Then i went to sit down. sit for 1h like that lor, then when i stand up, so SHIOK!! i saw wei jian, jessicca, yi ning, tan min, eileen, leon, brennan and jason. Suppose they didn't see me...haha.
After that, registrated then go buy uniform. I thugh was white but how come see as light purple?? haha. Today my aunt wash then i see as white, but a while, become light purple leh. haiz....must be colour blind all sth lor...haha. then i see the booklist, ..., cannot understand leh!! how?? then nvr buy books lor. nxt monday then go buy, I tick everything liao i tink, haha. Eng and literature both onli 2 books?? i dun care la. Haiz...me and my father so stupid...Went home after that.
Btw, qian hui invited me to go to escape theme park. Yay! my father say can liao, but...nvr gimme any money...nvm lor, use my own....=( haha. not sad actually, jus joking. haha. nth else to say ler. Oh!! wait wait wait! i forget again. diaoz... Yes!! remember liao. I change my blogskin today!! nice? bout christmas....but no teddy bears, nvm! i happy! haha.

Teddy Girl =)

Sentosa....

2008-12-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

Sentosa....I just went there the day b4 ytr. It was erm....fun?? haha. at the under water world,
can get to touch the fishes. I veri scared!! :S. The stingray veri disgusting when i touch...yee....i onli touch 1 time, he he. Then later i took a lot of pictures of the underwater animals...
Later, we went to dolphin lagoon. Cannot take pic. of the dolphins...coz they in 1 or 2 sec, SPLASH, gone into the water liao, LoL! haiz...Later, we went to the beach to play! i was not drench, my cousins scared of getting wet, so no water fight. I onli wet to my waist. Phew!! haha. Later we go home lor. Thats it!! :)
Btw, ming yi, my cousin, dunno y scold me for nth. dunno y he noe my blog, and i nvr say anything bout him lor, haiz...pity me lar, get scolded for nth. And another imposter. Yi hui say it is not her. sounds real. coz her name always blue then that time become black. i tink is ming yi, but i not sure. Wish it is noot him lor. Pls cum tag my blog ppl!! suddenly popularity drop from 80% to 20%...All becoz of "junyou". Y did i talk bout him?? must be crazy. haha.

Teddy Girl =)

The treat!!!

2008-12-11T12:49:00.000+08:00

Yipee!! My tution teacher treated me and my cousin ytr!! We went to sakae sushi, i said that b4 rite?? haha. She said she was surprised when we said we wanted to eat at sakae. haha. It was a yummy, delicious, undescribable lunch for me!!! my father bring me there onli eat the sushi....sad....My tution teacher she got POSB card then get 4 free red plates!! so gd lor.
My teacher became a PRUDENTIAL financial ...wad ah?? i dunno leh, he he. She keep advertising, cant stand it...haha. and give each of us her name card. so id ur parents wan financial assistance go find her la, ask me for her no. She say put money in prudential btr than put in bank...really?? Then say wad, i and my cousin grow up go find her for financial assistance. haha. She say her job actually is accompany clients to hav meal. LOL!!
Nothing else to say liao, he he. Goodbye!! Oh yea! the vote for who is more siao, winner goes to......Yi Hui!! She is more siao!! HAHAHHA....

Teddy Girl =)

Not sick liao....in 1 day?? Unbelievable!!!

2008-12-09T15:25:00.000+08:00

Yipee!!! I not sick already!! ytr already OK already. haha. Veri VERI SUPER!!! in 1 day!! wonder who also like that. Crazy thing. Anyway, ytr veri cold. Brrrr.....But i m Not sick....:P. Haha.
Why no one tag my blog?? =( that time, which is i dunno when, a lot of ppl, and now nobody....sian...popularity from 80% go down to 10%. Pls tag!!! And say who is more siao. Of coz is Yi Hui rite!!! then vote for YI HUI!!! Yay!!! Not for me ah!!! he he he... I nid to change my blogskin coz this one no archive, other ppl cannot see my post long long time ago....hhaa. Go and do it now, Bye!!

Teddy Girl =)

Sick for nth....

2008-12-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....Sick.....It's bad. I went out this morning and first thing in the car, eyes and nose keep dripping water like a tap. I realli felt that our body is like many many taps, nvr on, then nth, on then a lot.....haiz....(wait i go get some tissue, LOL) Until now, the eye tap off liao, but the nose still running. On-ing and off-ing and...LOL!!! I also dunno y sia!! =( feel so terrible leh. Wish the tap will be off soon. My cough gone liao, still a little bit. Anyway, thanks to those ppl who wish me to get well soon.
I went out to Changi Beach early in the morning. Built a sandcastle veri near the sea to not let the water wash pass it. I dunno if it has been washed away, coz we went to Kranji Farm Resort at about 12, at that time still haven been washed away.
At Kranji Farm Resort, a lot of things there. It is hidden inside a lot of farms. Wonder y the government do this type of things, dun wan ppl to visit the place? haha. But...a lot of ppl there! haha. We went to eat at this restaurant, which was under the sun. But we were in the shade. LoL, wad am ii saying?? I was still running my nose tap while waiting for the food to be serve. Funny thing was that when i was eating, the tap is off, onli bad thing is that the sun's ray keep shining on me and then my eye tap on lor....HAIZ.....SIGH....
Btw, there is a "competition" set up by yi hui, i suppose, to compete who is more siao, of coz is yi hui la, rite?? give her a vote k? NOT ME AH!! hensley gave the vote to me, becoz....u all noe y rite?? hahaz....Remember to give yi hui the vote ah!!!

Teddy Girl =)

treat!!! (:

2008-12-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

Heyya!! My tution teacher is giving us a treat!! So excited! (: We r going to sakae sushi at lot 1. on 8 dec for lunch. Long time nvr eat sushi liao....kinda miss it....LOL!!! Then after that is either going home or going to a cousin's b'day party. I haven prepare gift yet coz dun even noe got go or not. This cousin he also attend PSLE this year. He got a terrible mark. shouldn't say it out. PASS i can say.
I forgot wad i was gonna say. so....nvm lor, when i remember then say. And 1 thing, this computer i using to post this post, is terribly lousy!!! got a lot of security problems, and.......A LOT OF THINGS!! CANT SAY FINISH....LOL!!
YES!! laptop charge finish liao. GTG and change com. now. BB!!

Teddy Girl =)